I’d like to thank the following people for their kindness, support, and patience: Sally Richardson, John Sargent, Thomas Dunne, Kate Parkin, Nick Sayers, Jennifer Enderlin, Pete Wolverton, Christian Rohr, and Esther Newberg. As always there are others who mattered so much—family and friends—but the unwavering support of such outstanding publishers, editors, and agents has been more than meaningful.
Few books succeed without the tireless efforts of caring, knowledgeable people, and no one understands that better than a working novelist. In that spirit—and in addition to the industry professionals listed above—I would also like to thank Emma Stein, Jeffery Capshew, Ken Holland, Cathy Turiano, Kenneth J. Silver, Paul Hochman, Jeff Dodes, Tracey Guest, Emi Battaglia, Justin Vellela, Jimmy Iacobelli, and Michael Storrings. I would also like to thank the Macmillan sales force—true professionals, and simply the best.
I’d also like to mention the Honorable James Randolph, who advised me on the law. Any mistakes in that arena are mine alone. I’d also like to thank Markus Wilhelm, who has always been supportive. Inman Majors read an early draft and offered exceptional insight. Special thanks goes to the boys of The Hung Jury—Corban, John, Inman, and Chad—you guys are the best, and I love what we’ve built.
My wife, as always, was a saint, and my children spectacular. Final thanks, then, to Katie, Saylor, and Sophie. None of this makes sense without you.
It’s a cold and it’s a broken halleluja.
—LEONARD COHEN
YESTERDAY
The woman was a rare beauty in that she knew nothing of her perfection. He’d watched her long enough to suspect as much, but only in meeting her had his instinct been proven true. She was modest and shy, and easily swayed. Perhaps she was insecure or not very bright. Maybe she was lonesome or confused about her place in this difficult world.
It didn’t matter, really.
She looked right, and that was all about the eyes.
Hers flashed as she came down the sidewalk, the sundress loose around her knees, but not inappropriate. He liked the way the dress shifted, and how neatly she moved her legs and arms. She was pale skinned and quiet. He’d have preferred her hair a little different, but that was okay.
It really was about the eyes.
They had to be clear and deep and unguarded, so he watched carefully to make sure nothing had changed in the few days since they’d agreed to meet. She looked about in an apologetic way, and from a distance he could sense the unhappiness born of bad boyfriends and a meaningless job. She hoped life would be more. He understood that in a way most men would not.
“Hello, Ramona.”
She shied unabashedly away now that they were so close to each other. Her lashes were dark on the curve of her cheek, her head angled so that he lost sight of her flawless jaw.
“I’m glad we decided to do this,” he said. “I think it will be an afternoon well spent.”
“Thank you for making the time.” She blushed, the eyes still downcast. “I know you’re busy.”
“The future matters for all of us, life and the living of it, career and family and personal satisfaction. It’s important to plan and think things through. There’s no need to do it alone, not in a town like this. We know each other here. We help each other. You’ll understand that once you live here longer. The people are nice. It’s not just me.”
She nodded, but he understood the deeper feelings. They’d met as if by accident, and she was wondering why she’d opened up so readily and to such a stranger. But that was his gift—his face and his gentle manner, the way they trusted. Some women needed that: the shoulder, the patience. Once they knew his interest was not romantic, it was easy. He was steady and kind. They thought him worldly.
“Are you ready, then?” He opened the car door, and for an instant she looked unsettled, her gaze lingering on cigarette burns and torn vinyl. “It’s a loaner,” he said. “I apologize, but my usual car needed service.”
She bit her bottom lip, muscles tightening in the back of one smooth calf. Stains marred the dash. The carpet was worn through.
She needed a push.
“We were supposed to do this tomorrow, remember? Late afternoon? Coffee and a chat?” A smile creased his face. “I would have had the other car if plans had stayed the same. But you needed to change the day. It was kind of last-minute, and we’re really doing this for you.…”