Red, White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston Page 0,40
out. He’s just working on summoning up courage until she talks herself into submission.
“Hey, so, uh,” Alex attempts as she takes a burrito break. “Remember when we dated?”
Nora swallows a massive bite and grins. “Why yes, I do, Alejandro.”
Alex forces a laugh. “So, knowing me as well as you do—”
“In the biblical sense.”
“Numbers on me being into dudes?”
That pulls Nora up short, before she cocks her head to the side and says, “Seventy-eight percent probability of latent bisexual tendencies. One hundred percent probability this is not a hypothetical question.”
“Yeah. So.” He coughs. “Weird thing happened. You know how Henry came to New Year’s? He kinda … kissed me?”
“Oh, no shit?” Nora says, nodding appreciatively. “Nice.”
Alex stares at her. “You’re not surprised?”
“I mean.” She shrugs. “He’s gay, and you’re hot, so.”
He sits up so quickly he almost drops his burrito on the floor. “Wait, wait—what makes you think he’s gay? Did he tell you he was?”
“No, I just … like, you know.” She gesticulates as if to describe her usual thought process. It’s as incomprehensible as her brain. “I observe patterns and data, and they form logical conclusions, and he’s just gay. He’s always been gay.”
“I … what?”
“Dude. Have you met him? Isn’t he supposed to be your best friend or whatever? He’s gay. Like, Fire-Island-on-the-Fourth-of-July gay. Did you really not know?”
Alex lifts his hands helplessly. “No?”
“Alex, I thought you were supposed to be smart.”
“Me too! How can he—how can he spring a kiss on me without even telling me he’s gay first?”
“I mean, like,” she attempts, “is it possible he assumed you knew?”
“But he goes on dates with girls all the time.”
“Yeah, because princes aren’t allowed to be gay,” Nora says as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world. “Why do you think they’re always photographed?”
Alex lets that sink in for half a second and remembers this is supposed to be about his gay panic, not Henry’s. “Okay, so. Wait. Jesus. Can we go back to the part where he kissed me?”
“Ooh, yes,” Nora says. She licks a glob of guacamole off the screen of her phone. “Happily. Was he a good kisser? Was there tongue? Did you like it?”
“Never mind,” Alex says instantly. “Forget I asked.”
“Since when are you a prude?” Nora demands. “Last year you made me listen to every nasty detail about going down on Amber Forrester from June’s internship.”
“Do not,” he says, hiding his face behind the crook of his elbow.
“Then spill.”
“I seriously hope you die,” he says. “Yes, he was a good kisser, and there was tongue.”
“I fucking knew it,” she says. “Still waters, deep dicking.”
“Stop,” he groans.
“Prince Henry is a biscuit,” Nora says, “let him sop you up.”
“I’m leaving.”
She throws her head back and cackles, and seriously, Alex has got to get more friends. “Did you like it, though?”
A pause.
“What, um,” he starts. “What do you think it would mean … if I did?”
“Well. Babe. You’ve been wanting him to dick you down forever, right?”
Alex almost chokes on his tongue. “What?”
Nora looks at him. “Oh, shit. Did you not know that either? Shit. I didn’t mean to, like, tell you. Is it time for this conversation?”
“I … maybe?” he says. “Um. What?”
She puts her burrito down on the coffee table and shakes her fingers out like she does when she’s about to write a complicated code. Alex suddenly feels intimidated at having her undivided attention.
“Let me lay out some observations for you,” she says. “You extrapolate. First, you’ve been, like, Draco Malfoy–level obsessed with Henry for years—do not interrupt me—and since the royal wedding, you’ve gotten his phone number and used it not to set up any appearances but instead to long-distance flirt with him all day every day. You’re constantly making big cow eyes at your phone, and if somebody asks you who you’re texting, you act like you got caught watching porn. You know his sleep schedule, he knows your sleep schedule, and you’re in a noticeably worse mood if you go a day without talking to him. You spent the entire New Year’s party straight-up ignoring the who’s who of hot people who want to fuck America’s most eligible bachelor to literally watch Henry stand next to the croquembouche. And he kissed you—with tongue!—and you liked it. So, objectively. What do you think it means?”
Alex stares. “I mean,” he says slowly. “I don’t … know.”
Nora frowns, visibly giving up, resumes eating her burrito, and returns her attention to the newsfeed on her laptop. “Okay.”