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when he came back into the room.
He asked the last of it and closed his notebook.
"I won't put you through this again," he said, "but I'd like to come back by. Just to say hi and see how you're doing."
"How could you help it? - a charmer like me."
For the first time he saw tears and realized where it ate her.
"Would you excuse us for a minute, officer?" Graham said. He took Reba's hand.
"Look here. There was plenty wrong with Dolarhyde, but there's nothing wrong with you. You said he was kind and thoughtful to you. I believe it. That's what you brought out in him. At the end, he couldn't kill you and he couldn't watch you die. People who study this kind of thing say he was trying to stop. Why? Because you helped him. That probably saved some lives. You didn't draw a freak. You drew a man with a freak on his back. Nothing wrong with you, kid. If you let yourself believe there is, you're a sap. I'm coming back to see you in a day or so. I have to look at cops all the time, and I need relief - try to do something about your hair there."
She shook her head and waved him toward the door. Maybe she grinned a little, he couldn't be sure.
* * *
Graham called Molly from the St. Louis FBI office. Willy's grandfather answered the telephone.
"It's Will Graham, Mama," he said. "Hello, Mr. Graham."
Willy's grandparents always called him "Mr. Graham."
"Mama said he killed himself. She was looking at Donahue and they broke in with it. Damn lucky thing. Saved you fellows a lot of trouble catching him. Saves us taxpayers footing any more bills for this thing too. Was he really white?"
"Yes sir. Blond. Looked Scandinavian."
Willy's grandparents were Scandinavian.
"May I speak to Molly, please?"
"Are you going back down toFloridanow?"
"Soon. Is Molly there?"
"Mama, he wants to speak to Molly. She's in the bathroom, Mr. Graham. My grandboy's eating breakfast again. Been out riding in that good air. You ought to see that little booger eat. I bet he's gained ten pounds. Here she is."
"Hello."
"Hi, hotshot."
"Good news, huh?"
"Looks like it."
"I was out in the garden. Mamamma came out and told me when she saw it on TV. When did you find out?"
"Late last night."
"Why didn't you call me?"
"Mamamma was probably asleep."
"No, she was watching Johnny Carson. I can't tell you, Will. I'm so glad you didn't have to catch him."
"I'll be here a little longer."
"Four or five days?"
"I'm not sure. Maybe not that long. I want to see you, kid."
"I want to see you too, when you get through with everything you need to do."
"Today's Wednesday. By Friday I ought to - "
"Will, Mamamma has all Willy's uncles and aunts coming down fromSeattlenext week, and - "
"Fuck Mamamma. What is this 'Mamamma' anyway?"
"When Willy was real little, he couldn't say - "
"Come home with me."
"Will, I've waited for you . They never get to see Willy and a few more days - "
"Come yourself. Leave Willy there, and your ex-mother-in-law can stick him on a plane next week. Tell you what - let's stop inNew Orleans. There's a place called - "
"I don't think so. I've been working - just part-time - at this western store in town, and I have to give them a little notice."
"What's wrong, Molly?"
"Nothing. Nothing's wrong... I got so sad, Will. You know I came up here after Willy's father died." She always said "Willy's father" as though it were an office. She never used his name. "And we were all together - I got myself together, I got calm. I've gotten myself together now, too, and I - "
"Small difference: I'm not dead."
"Don't be that way."
"What way? Don't be what way?"
"You're mad."
Graham closed his eyes for a moment.
"Hello."
"I'm not mad, Molly. You do what you want to. I'll call you when things wind up here."
"You could come up here."
"I don't think so."
"Why not? There's plenty of room. Mamamma would - "
"Molly, they don't like me and you know why. Every time they look at me, I remind them."
"That's not fair and it's not true either."
Graham was very tired.
"Okay. They're full of shit and they make me sick - try that one."
"Don't say that."
"They want the boy. Maybe they like you all right, probably they do, if they ever think about it. But they want the boy and they'll take you. They don't want me and I could care less. I want you. InFlorida. Willy