Where had Bridie disappeared to? It seemed out of character for her to shoot off without a word.
Then I caught myself—I’d known her only two days.
Sister Luke put one fingertip to the baby’s scribble-shaped lip and sighed. Unlikely to thrive, of course, she murmured. I’ll get Father Xavier in to baptise him.
I resented her defeatism. You won’t have been trained in the care of newborns, I suppose, Sister?
Her lips tightened. I’m familiar with the basics.
Plenty of babies do very well being bottle-fed nowadays, and so, I expect, will Mrs. White’s.
She conceded, Ah, I don’t mean the disfigurement’s going to choke him in itself.
Her voice dropped to a gossipy murmur. But our sisters who work with unfortunates tell me his kind generally have more than one hereditary weakness.
By his kind, she didn’t mean the harelipped, I realised, but the illegitimate.
Often don’t last long, poor things, as if they know they’re not wanted…
I would have sorely liked to tell the night nurse she was wrong, except hadn’t Dr. Lynn quoted a similar statistic about the mortality of children born out of wedlock?
I turned away. I took down my coat and said, I’ll be staying in the nurses’ dormitory tonight, Sister.
(I neglected to mention that the doctor had advised it because I might feel the aftereffects of having given blood; I didn’t want her to question my capacities.)
Do have a midwife called down from Maternity if you’ve any cause for concern about Mrs. White, I added, or if Mrs. O’Rahilly needs help with her little girl.
Sister Luke nodded equably.
I hated the fact that I had to leave my patients in this woman’s care.
Good night, Mrs. White. Mrs. O’Rahilly. Mrs. Garrett.
I paused for one more look at the White baby, whose mouth had the pursed curve of a sweet pea. Then I went on my way.
IV
Black
OUTSIDE THE WARD, I spotted Bridie’s bright head. Was she waiting for me?
Thin coat folded over her arm, she was studying the latest poster.
THE GOVERNMENT HAS THE SITUATION
WELL IN HAND
AND THE EPIDEMIC IS ACTUALLY IN DECLINE.
THERE IS NO REAL RISK
EXCEPT TO THE RECKLESS
WHO TRY TO FIGHT THE FLU ON THEIR FEET.
IF YOU FEEL YOURSELF SUCCUMBING,
REPORT YOURSELF
AND LIE DOWN FOR A FORTNIGHT.
WOULD THEY BE DEAD
IF THEY’D STAYED IN BED?
Julia, she murmured without even turning her head. Is that true at all?
I asked, caustic, Which bit—are the dead to blame for dying?
The line I found most laughable was the one about lying down for a fortnight; who could afford or manage that without a houseful of servants?
She shook her head. Where they say it’s in decline.
Propaganda, Bridie. Government lies.
She didn’t seem surprised. It’s like the song.
What song?
Bridie put her head back and gave the verse, full-throated, despite the fact that we were on a busy landing with people pushing past. So stand to your glasses, steady, she sang,
This world is a web of lies.
Then here’s to the dead already,
And hurrah for the next one who dies.
It made some heads turn.
I chuckled. Well, that’s a jolly one.
The tune is, anyway.
You’ve a lovely voice, Bridie.
She puffed out her breath in scorn.
I don’t flatter. Now, tell me, why did you scarper when Sister Luke came in?
Bridie looked back towards the door. So the old crow couldn’t tell me to go straight to the motherhouse, no dillydallying or shilly-shallying.
I grinned at the imitation. Where are you going, then?
I’m not leaving if you’re not. You need keeping an eye on, the doctor said.
I only lost half a teacup of blood.
Still.
I glanced down the stairs with yearning. I’d been looking forward to the walk to the tram to settle my nerves after the day. I suppose I must be tired, I said, but I don’t feel as if I could sleep yet.
Bridie said, Me neither.
Well, the dormitory’s upstairs if you mean to stay too.
She followed, asking, Will they let me in even though I’m only a helper?
I don’t suppose anyone will make a fuss at a time like this.
Second floor, past Maternity. My ears made out the weeping of a mother in labour and the uncertain cry of another woman’s newborn.
Bridie admitted on the third staircase, I am a tiny bit tired, actually.
I laughed, out of breath.
But not sleepy yet.
We got to the fourth floor, but the door I led her to had a notice tacked up: Men’s Fever (Overflow). A rumble of voices behind it.
Well, I said, that settles that.
Bridie’s voice was disappointed: There’s no dormitory anymore?