inside, and oh my God, I was already ridiculous. This was going to be a mess.
“Hey. In bed already?” He stepped out of his shoes, then tugged his shirt over his head. I eyed his broad, hairy chest; it was a really nice chest. One of my favorite places to be.
“Yeah.”
He walked over to me, pressed a quick kiss to my lips, and said, “I’ll be right out to join you,” before closing himself in the bathroom, and I realized how much I sucked at this whole seduction thing. I definitely hadn’t made it obvious I wanted to seduce him.
I waited as I heard water running and Jake doing whatever it was he was doing in there. He came out a few minutes later, in a pair of underwear, and yeah, I eyed his bulge. Nerves teased the base of my spine, but I tried to shove them away. This was Jake, and while it would hurt and be uncomfortable at first, he would be gentle with me. He wouldn’t push me or make me feel bad or go too fast.
“Wanna watch a movie or something?” he asked.
“No,” I replied.
He looked at me, watched me as I slowly lowered the blanket. He sucked in a breath just as embarrassment climbed up my neck. I went to pull the blanket back over me, but he rushed out, “Don’t.” He walked to the bed, stood beside it. His eyes raked my body, head to toe, then back up again. He reached over, cupped my face, and brushed his thumb beneath my eye. “You got ready for me?”
“Yeah,” I said softly.
“You know you don’t have to do that for me, right? I’ll always want you.” I couldn’t reply, but I didn’t think he needed me to.
Jake’s hand traveled down my neck, to my chest, his thumb brushing over my nipple, then down my stomach and over my cock. I wasn’t hard. I was too nervous to be hard, but as he touched me, as he cupped my balls, little sparks of desire began going off beneath my skin, blood rushing to my dick.
“I want you, Jake. We don’t have to if you’re not there yet. I know you haven’t ever, and I might not be very good—”
“Hey, don’t do that. I’m not him. I would never make you feel the way he did. Christ, I feel so fucking lucky that you want to give me this.”
And there we go. I was definitely hard now. He still stood by the bed. I rolled closer to the edge, onto my side, leaned in, and nuzzled his bulge through his briefs. God, I loved that I could do this. I mouthed him, and his hand went to my hair. I tugged his underwear down to his knees before leaning in again and breathing deeply.
Jake was hard, his erection tall and proud and thick. I licked his balls, then a trail from the base of his cock to the tip.
“Fuck. Jesus, Seth. You make me feel so damn good.” His words trembled, and that fueled me, gave me strength that had maybe always been there but Jake handed me the key to set it free.
I licked the precome from him, savored the salty taste of his skin, and his hand in my hair, and the quick gasps of his breaths.
“You’re killin’ me here, sweetheart. You keep doing that, and I’m not going to last very long.”
I looked up at him, the tip of his cock between my lips, and smiled. His erection jerked in my mouth, and he pulled it out. “Well, that wasn’t very fair. I liked that.”
“I liked it too, but I wanna make this last.”
He finished pulling off his briefs as I grabbed the condom and lube, setting them on the nightstand.
Jake’s eyes darted to them, and a low growl started deep in his chest that made me shiver in the best way.
I opened my legs, and he rested between them, rubbing his cock against mine as we kissed. He kissed me like he was starving for me, like he was lost in the desert and I was water. I dug my nails into his back and arched toward him, loving the feel of his larger body over mine.
“You wanna stop at any time, you just say so.”
“I know,” I replied.
“And if you…if you wanna try it the other way, we can. I’ve obviously never…but I want you. Any way I can have you.”
God, he was everything. I hadn’t thought otherwise, but hearing him