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the Unmaker as a welcome teacher. But that wasn't the danger, not the immediate danger, Peggy knew.
For as long as Alvin had no notion how to be a Maker or what to do with his power, then it made no difference how long they kept the Umnaker at bay. The Crystal City would never be built. And it must be built, or Alvin's life - and Peggy's life, devoted to helping him - both would be in vain.
It seemed so clear now to Peggy, coming out of a feverish exhausted sleep. Alvin's labor was to prepare himself, to master his own human frailties. If there was some knowledge somewhere in the world about the art of Making, or the science of it, Alvin Would have no chance to learn it. The smithy was his school, the forge his master, teaching him - what? - to change other men only by persuasion and long-suffering, gentleness and meekness, unfeigned love and kindness. Someone else, then, would have to acquire that pure knowledge which would raise Alvin up to greatness.
I am done with all my schooling in Dekane.
So many lessons, and I have learned them all, Mistress Modesty. All so I would be ready to bear the title you taught me was the finest any lady could aspire to.
Goodwife.
As her mother had been called Goody Guester all these years, and other women Goody this or Goody that, any woman could have the name. But few deserved it. Few there were who inspired others to call her by the name in full: Goodwife, not just Goody; the way that Mistress Modesty was never called Missus. It would demean her name to be touched by a diminished, a common tide.
Peggy got up from the bed. Her head swam for a moment; she waited, then got up. Her feet padded on the wooden floor. She walked softly, but she knew she would be heard; already Mistress Modesty would be coming up the stairs.
Peggy stopped at the mirror and looked at herself Her hair was tousled by sleep, stringy with sweat. Her face was imprinted, red and white, with the creases in the pillowcase. Yet she saw there the face that Mistress. Modesty had taught her how to see.
"Our handiwork," said Mistress Modesty.
Peggy did not turn. She knew her mentor would be there.
"A woman should know that she is beautiful," said Mistress Modesty. "Surely God gave Eve a single piece of glass or flat polished silver, or at, least a still pool to show her what it was that Adam saw."
Peggy turned and kissed Mistress Modesty on the cheek. "I love what you've made of me," she said.
Mistress Modesty kissed her in return, but when they drew apart, there were tears in the older woman's eyes. "And now I shall lose your company."
Peggy wasn't used to others guessing what she felt, especially when she didn't realize that she had already made the decision.
"Will you?" asked Peggy.
"I've taught you all I can," said Mistress Modesty, "but I know after last night that you need things that I never dreamed of, because you have work to do that I never thought that anyone could do."
"I meant only to be Goodwife to Alvin's Goodman."
"For me that was the beginning and the end," said Mistress Modesty.
Peggy chose her words to be true, and therefore beautiful, and therefore good. "Perhaps all that some men need from a woman is for her to be loving and wise and careful, like a field of flowers where he can play the butterfly, drawing sweetness from her blossoms."
Mistress Modesty smiled. "How kindly you describe me."
"But Alvin has a sturdier work to do, and what he needs is not a beautiful woman to be fresh and loving for him when his work is done. What he needs is a woman who can heft the other end of his burden."
"Where will you go?"
Peggy answered before she realized that she knew the answer. "Philadelphia, I think."
Mistress Modesty looked at her in surprise, as if to say, You've already decided? Tears welled in her eyes.
Peggy rushed to explain. "The best universities are there - free ones, that teach all there is to know, not the crabbed religious schools of New England or the effete schools for lordlings in the South."
"This isn't sudden," said Mistress Modesty. "You've been planning this for long enough to find out where to go."
"It is sudden, but perhaps I was planning, without knowing it. I've listened to others talk, and now