Brix’s lips turn up at the sides ever so slightly. “This is going to go a lot differently than last time.”
“Oh?”
He brings his mouth down on mine softly, but it still hits with a strong force that knocks the wind out of me.
But before I’m ready, Brix breaks away.
It was chaste. Too quick. I assume he’s doubting this.
“No, don’t. No regrets. I promise.”
He kisses my cheek. “Not going too far.”
If I thought Brix’s face while I was blowing him was unforgettable, it’s nothing compared to the sight of Brix getting on his knees for me.
I shift on the couch, sinking lower and inching my ass closer to the edge.
Brix’s strong hands run up my thighs, but he doesn’t make a move to go any higher.
I grunt in frustration, which makes Brix smile.
“Oh, you want me to do something?”
“You know what I want,” I grumble.
“I’m a military boy. I like taking direction.”
“Okay. Umm …” Great start, Harley. “Undo my pants?”
“You sure about that?” Brix mocks. “Sounded more like a question than an order.”
I clear my throat. “Undo my pants.”
It must come out better because he immediately does it.
Slowly.
Really. Fucking. Slowly.
“We don’t really have time to go this slow. The set only had a few songs left.”
Brix looks up at me, his dark eyes shining. “I don’t think I heard an order in that.”
My fingers run over his short hair. “Hurry up and take my cock out.”
“Mm, better.”
My face heats, and I don’t doubt that I’m blushing. It’s not that I’m not confident in bed. I know what I like. But I’ve only ever been with two guys. One was an industry guy when I’d just turned eighteen and Eleven had hit it big. We both knew what it was, and there weren’t feelings involved. And then there was Jay. Stolen, fleeting moments in between hiding our love.
I’m not virginal, but I don’t exactly have experience in this—telling a partner what to do.
My cock is freed, and then Brix stares up at me expectantly. The words “Suck it” fall from my mouth, demanding and confident. I think I sound like an idiot, but Brix licks his lips and moans. I guess he really does like being bossed around.
Lowering his head, he starts soft, languidly moving over me.
I pull on what little hair he has. “Harder.”
He adds a tiny bit of pressure and swirls his tongue around my hard shaft.
“Just like that.”
Brix’s hands are glued to my thighs, unmoving, yet they fidget as if they want to do something but aren’t allowed to.
“Use your hands. Touch me.”
With a shuddery breath, Brix moves one hand under my shirt and the other into my jeans to cup my balls.
I throw my head back. “More.”
Brix keeps going, unchanging.
Shit. Like, do I need to be more specific? “More everything.”
It’s sensory overload as he sucks me deeper and squeezes my sac right to the border of pleasure and pain.
“Fuck, Brix.”
He hums around me.
I can’t take it. Heat shoots down my spine, and my mouth dries.
“I … I …”
His mouth drags slowly up my shaft with one hard suck until it only covers the tip of my cock. The hand on my stomach moves lower and wraps around me, giving one firm pump.
He lifts his head. “Can I swallow? Like, I’m on PrEP and have been tested recently, but you?”
“Same. Well, not the PrEP thing, because you know, if the media found out … but I’ve been tested.”
Brix has a disapproving line creasing his brow. I’m beginning to know it well.
Before we can get further into the super-sexy talk of STD prevention, he gives my dick another stroke, and the conversation dies. He goes back to what he was doing. It takes zero point two seconds for me to forget all about it because Brix is as good at giving head as he is at giving me perspective.
It’s been so long since I’ve had someone’s mouth on me I’m surprised I haven’t already blown my load. But I’m close. So close.
My legs tremble, and I thrust up into Brix’s mouth. He groans and reaches between his legs, palming his erection to try to squash it down.
The head of my dick hits the back of Brix’s throat, and that’s all it takes.
White heat fills my vision, making me dizzy.
“F-fuuuck.” My cock pulses. Brix swallows my cum, the contracting of his throat flexing around my dick.
I gasp for breath while he licks me clean until I can’t take it anymore and order him to stop. I’m