Outlaw (Wolves of Royal Paynes #4) - Kiki Burrelli Page 0,42

that, sweet omega?"

Like that? I'd kill a nun to get that.

"I need that, Diesel." I wasn't just giving him sexy-time platitudes either. Every inch of me ached for him, and the ache only grew. It had quieted a little with Diesel's tongue in my ass, and attempting to give him a blowjob distracted me well enough, but now that Diesel simply stared at me like I was the sparkling night sky, I throbbed.

He spun me around without warning. I yelped, but he quickly righted me and sat down on the bed in an upright position with his back against the headboard. "I won't lose control, Quin. I won't let this hurt…too much."

Of course I trusted my mate, but I couldn't see how this wouldn't hurt. I was ready…but nervous. Maybe if I hadn't been so woefully unprepared. I hadn't just saved my virginity for this man—I'd saved my entire body. Yes, I'd spent a few hot, sweaty nights, exploring my body. But I only ever was able to work in a finger before it became too much.

Diesel's dick was more than a finger. It was also too much, but in a way that made me determined to take it. With my alpha's hands on my waist, guiding me, I slowly worked my way down his cock.

We'd only just started, and already I felt stretched to my limit. With the help of gravity and Diesel's gentle urgings, I let my body do what it was made to, accepting my alpha on a primal level.

"You're not going to be able to take it all, baby. Not the first time. We don't have the time right now, and I won't be rushed. We'll stretch you slowly, train your body to accept me, and when it does, I'll never. Stop. Fucking. You." Diesel emphasized his meaning with sharp thrusts that didn't take him any deeper but lit my nerve endings on fire instead. "I'm sorry, baby boy. I should've waited until we had time enough for me to kiss you for hours."

"No!" While I had a lot of questions, a lifetime of sexual curiosity to fulfill, I knew without a doubt that the one thing I didn't want to do was wait any longer. When you waited, you opened the possibility of something bad happening. I couldn't know if something horrible would attack us all tomorrow too, but at least I'd die knowing what it felt like to accept my mate. "No more waiting! I don't want gentle if it means waiting. I don't want anything more than this, alpha. Make me hurt. Please."

He grunted low in his chest, looking like he needed an extra second to make his mouth work. "As you wish. I'm going to fuck you until you can't walk without remembering what it felt like to dangle on my dick."

His filthy words stoked my core into a blazing inferno, while his dick lit the rest of me on fire. This feeling. This. Feeling. Held by my alpha, cherished as he branded me from the inside out—creating a space in me that was only his.

"Look at me, omega," Diesel growled out his demand. "I will see your pleasure. All of it."

I hadn't realized my eyes were closed, and when I opened them, I wondered if my body hadn't been trying to protect me from the full impact of this moment. A deep, burning desire darkened Diesel's gaze. I couldn't look away if I wanted to. He held me captive.

His expression alone was nearly enough to send me over the edge, but before I could fall, something pulled me back, letting my orgasm dance in the distance without ever approaching. I'd waited so long for this exact moment, and while it had all turned out nothing like how I'd imagined, I felt alive for the first time. Like every taste and sound was magnified along with every touch. Oversensitized, I whimpered, still needing to come, but feeling too much to get there. I needed help, something to push me over.

Diesel gripped my erection between our bodies. His huge hand dwarfed my dick, and he gripped tight, knowing the exact amount of focused pain I needed to rip from the edge and fall into bliss. "Now, baby boy." He didn't bring me an orgasm as much as he yanked one from me. "Paint my hand with your cum."

The world went shimmery and then… "Oh my…fuck! Diesel, I'm coming!"

My body became a rippling beast, contracting and tightening as I rode my orgasm like a