boy was in her arms, his legs wrapped around her waist, his face buried in her shoulder. He could see the boy’s shoulders heaving, the mother stroking his back and mouthing shhh, shhh, gently rocking him back and forth. In the house next to hers, a middle-aged man walked through his kitchen with someone who looked like a contractor. The contractor was pointing at the ceiling molding with an extension of measuring tape while the homeowner nodded. Back to the right, red-sweater mom opened her back door and dumped a plate of fruit peels into what he guessed was a compost bin. He found the tableau behind Stephanie’s house endlessly entertaining. He could sit and watch all the quiet lives of aspiration play out for hours. It was strangely soothing. Brooklyn was growing on him.
Though Stephanie hadn’t been kidding about the drugs or borrowing money (not that he was using any drugs at the moment; not that he needed to ask for money), she’d been a pushover about the sex. They’d spent most of the power outage in bed, undressed, making their bodies sing the old familiar tune. “You can stay until you find a place,” she’d said a few days later.
Victoria finally shipped Leo his belongings, no more than a dozen boxes; he didn’t want much. It took leaving his life with Victoria to understand how much of it had been constructed by her (using his money) in a way he didn’t miss and certainly wasn’t eager to re-create. The relentlessly neutral palette with splashes of dark brown or black (“It’s like living in a gigantic portobello mushroom,” he’d complained to her once), the spare modern furniture, the sterile metallic Italian light fixtures, her quirky (and as it turned out nearly worthless) taste in a handful of upcoming-but-still-wildly-pricey artists—he was ecstatic to leave it all behind. Aside from recovering the years of his life he’d spent wooing, winning, and then regretting her, all he wanted from Victoria were a smattering of personal belongings and a few boxes of old SpeakEasy files. He unpacked the clothes he needed and stored the rest in Stephanie’s basement. They were calling it temporary.
When Stephanie first told him about Nathan Chowdhury’s alleged new project, he’d managed to keep a neutral face.
“I’m not sure exactly what it is,” she’d said. “We were at a party and it was very loud and incredibly hot and, you know, he was classic Nathan, going a million miles a minute in seventeen different directions. Genuine writers. Irreverent but vigorous. Smart but sexy. Bloody brilliant.” She did a decent impression of him and his vaguely British accent, left over from his early years in Kilburn. “Maybe you should call him,” she’d said, a little too casually. “Maybe he needs a content guy.”
“Maybe.”
What Stephanie had described was not a new idea of Nathan’s; it was an old idea of Leo’s. Back when SpeakEasyMedia was generating new sites faster than they could have imagined, Leo had wanted to create a writing hub. Something that would have a separate identity and attract serious writers, fiction and nonfiction, reportage, high-level think pieces. They had to focus on gossip at first because it was cheap and easy and fun and people would read it—but once they had a little traction, a little more money, Leo wanted to balance the gossip and blind items with something respectable. First, they needed money, and gossip was where they’d find it.
Interesting that Nathan who hadn’t been taken with Leo’s idea back then (“You’re describing a gaping sinkhole that will suck up money and not return a proper cent”) was ready to revive the concept. On his own.
“Any specifics?” Leo asked Stephanie.
“No, it sounded very early stage. He did say he was considering acquiring an existing publication to build around.” (Another idea of Leo’s from back in the day.) “He asked for suggestions. I told him to look at Paper Fibres.”
“He can do better than that.”
“Paul’s respected, Leo. I respect him. He could use an influx of cash. And Paul does stuff with the public schools and literacy, and Nathan was also interested in the philanthropic angle.”
“Since when is Nathan interested in philanthropy?”
“Since he got married and had a couple of kids and is probably looking to impress the private school admissions committees. He went to Darfur a few months ago.”
Leo snorted a little. Literacy? Darfur? All he could think about in that moment was a particularly depraved evening at some bar on the Lower East Side one late, late