against my stomach while I was useless to appease it, but he anticipated my need as he reached around my body and took me into his hand.
“You like that?” he grunted as he thrust against me, stroking my prostate while he stroked my cock.
I couldn’t answer. Waves of pleasure stole my words, and I leaned my head against the crook of his shoulder, panting harshly as he dominated me in every way, fucking my ass and owning my cock. “Fuck me harder, Nico,” I whispered, and he jerked faster against me, his balls smacking against me.
And the slap of skin against skin and rapid breathing formed the soundtrack to my world as everything inside me tightened and my balls pulled back.
“Oh, I’m close. I’m close.” My voice shook and Nico swirled his tongue over my earlobe before sucking it into his mouth.
“I want you to come for me,” he breathed.
At his words, I took one last breath and my entire body tensed before my cock pulsed and spurts of cum coated my chest. I sighed and dropped back against Nico as he began to push deeper, chasing his own orgasm. Finally, he let go, gasping in his breath and moaning out my name as he came.
He pressed kisses to my neck and whispered my name again before I met his mouth and we kissed until my neck ached.
He reached up and released my wrists with a swift tug. I breathed out as satisfaction flowed through me. Fuck, that had felt good.
“Give me just a sec.” He pulled out and walked to his bathroom before crawling back into bed with a soft towel. He wiped it over me, cleaning me before I rolled over into his arms and snuggled against his chest. He stroked his strong hands down my back and goosebumps pricked my skin at his touch. He kissed me gently, and my eyes closed at the safety of being pressed against his body.
I awoke to a darkened room, Nico’s arms still wrapped around me, and I lifted my head to look for a clock.
“You okay?”
His voice surprised me. “Yeah. You?” I smiled into the darkness that cocooned us.
“Yeah. Just thinking about you. Well, about us.”
“What’s that?” I shook off my sleepiness. I wanted to hear this.
“Do you think… I mean, I think we should get tested.”
I held my breath.
“Next time I fuck you, I want you raw.” His voice came out quiet, almost apologetic, but my cock reacted to the thought of nothing between Nico and me.
I nodded then realized he couldn’t see. “I’d like that.”
“You sure?”
“I’m so hard right now,” I confessed, and Nico laughed.
“I’ll set up an appointment next week.”
20
Nico
Jamie, Ted, and Eric had the week off. Well, technically it was a week for them to reflect on and consolidate their learning, but we all understood it was a week to decompress and chill. A mental health week, really, after their total immersion into the real world of law.
I wandered around my office opening drawers, flipping through law books, and gazing at the spot where Jamie usually sat. I missed him, and for the first time in a very long time, burying myself in my caseload wasn’t helping. Usually, work fixed everything and took my mind from other problems. They were people who needed me, and I cared about their outcomes above anything else.
Really, work before anything else was almost a compulsion, but now I wanted to spend time with Jamie. I wanted to see him, hear him, watch him work. Or not work. I wanted to chat with him, bounce ideas off him, look at his beautiful smile and eyes the color of a deep blue sea. I had it bad. But I had nothing else. Nothing beside my firm and my caseload, and my company.
I shrugged as frustration claimed me. How long would Jamie stick with me if that was all I had to offer him—an emotionally stunted guy who didn’t know how to do a relationship? I’d learned nothing about how to accept someone else into my life, bouncing from one-night stand to one-night stand, always in search of the meaningless physical release with none of the long-term risk.
I was the very definition of a fool—someone who kept doing the same thing and hoping for something different to happen, and now I didn’t know how to control what I felt about Jamie.
Well, maybe things had to change. And I had to make sure that change happened.