Mistress of Sins (Dredthorne Hall #3) - Hazel Hunter Page 0,7
not be able to resist asking me to dance.”
“Rose Abernathy, you are utterly shameless,” the first girl accused.
“Why? Because I wish to make the acquaintance of a rich, unattached gentleman with a title, who may desire a wife?” Rose made a contemptuous sound. “It is not as if he is engaged to any of you.”
One of the other girls whispered something, and the group turned to stare at Jennet.
She ignored their wide-eyed gawking as she selected her thread packet, and brought it up to the front counter. “I will have this, and some long-eyed needles, please.”
The shop keeper smiled uneasily. “Yes, Miss Reed.”
“Jennet Reed, is that you?” Rose Abernathy came to join her at the counter. “I thought so. Were you eavesdropping on us? I do not blame you if you were. It is not as if a spinster has anything better to do.”
As her friends gasped, she regarded the smirking girl, but said nothing.
“I will dance with him, you know,” Rose assured her, leaning closer. “He is not yours any longer. He has not been for these seven years.”
“His lordship is an excellent dancer, so I hope you do,” Jennet said, and handed the coins for her purchase to the proprietor. “I would advise you not try to marry him, however. He cannot seem to find the church.” To the shopkeeper she said, “Thank you, sir.”
Walking out of the shop, Jennet heard Rose sputtering and her friends giggling. It had not been her best retort, she admitted to herself, but she had felt out of sorts ever since learning William Gerard had returned to Renwick. Until he left, there would probably be more of the same, as it seemed no one had forgotten her disastrous engagement.
Of course, they have not. That will be who you are to them for the rest of your days. The spinster, the pariah, the poor girl that William Gerard left at the altar.
The next shop she visited was the dry goods, where she paid for an order Mrs. Holloway had made, and then decided to treat herself with a stop at the bakery. There she selected some queen cakes, of which she was particularly fond, and a slice of lemon cake with raspberries that her mother loved.
“Miss Reed?” a hesitant voice said.
Jennet turned and saw one of Rose Abernathy’s friends hovering behind her. “Excuse me.”
When she tried to go around her the girl stepped in her path. “Forgive me,” she said quickly. “I know we have not been introduced, but I only wished to apologize.”
Jennet nodded and waited.
“My name is Charlotte Fletcher.” She bobbed quickly. “We should not have laughed when Rose spoke so rudely to you. I did not know that you had once been engaged to the baron.” She ducked her head. “It was very wrong of me.”
Despite her contriteness, she seemed on the verge of laughing again.
“Rose sent you to discover if I was crying, I take it?” Jennet asked. As the girl gave her an astonished look, she added, “She also wished you to learn if I had renewed my acquaintance with Baron Greystone, I imagine. I will make your task simple: do assure her I was not, I have not, and I will not.”
Charlotte followed her out of the bakery. “How could you know those things?”
Jennet turned on her. “Do you imagine this is the first time I have been ridiculed for what that gentleman did to me? Or no one else has found amusement at my expense? Try, for a moment, to imagine it happened to you. How would you wish to be treated? As cruelly as I have been just now?”
Charlotte looked genuinely ashamed now. “We are not malicious, Miss Reed.”
“No, for that would require some effort on your part,” she told her. “You are indifferent to the feelings of others. Just as Baron Greystone is. Perhaps you should dance with him.”
Jennet left her standing and gaping at her, and took her parcels to the rig, stowing them before she climbed up to drive home. She could feel the heat of her anger flushing her face, and willed herself to calm. It served no purpose to become agitated over the things she could never change, like her reputation.
That night after dinner she made up a tray to take the lemon cake to Margaret’s room, where she found her mother standing by the window and frowning at something outside.
“Mama, you should be in bed,” she reproved lightly as she set down the tray. “What are you looking at?”
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