“But don’t you have clients and whatever stuff that you need to get back to?
“Are you trying to get rid of me, Rose?”
I scooted closer to him and pushed my hand under my cheek. “Nope.” I didn’t want to get rid of him at all. I pulled on the cover he was lying on top of, and as soon as he moved to the side and it was clear, I threw it over him, leaning over and making sure he was covered.
“What’s going on here?”
“Just so you won’t be cold,” I muttered, securing him to my side. It was more like Just so you can’t leave.
He turned to his side as well, staring straight into my soul.
“What’s going on?” he repeated, softer.
“Please tell me this is real,” I whispered. “What I’m starting to feel for you…what I think we have. Please tell me it’s real and I’m not just imagining it.”
My right hand was resting on my hip then a second later it was resting on his broad chest, our fingers linked together. “You’re not imagining it.”
“Do you think it’s smart?”
“You and I?”
I nodded.
“Who cares about being smart. We’re already married so…there is no reason why we shouldn’t go there.”
“Right?” I agreed, perking up. “I was thinking the same thing. It’d be a waste of a marriage.”
“And if you don’t think it’s working or you don’t think I’m what you want, it’ll go back to what it was.”
“Same goes for you, of course. Sometimes I can be an acquired taste. I know that.”
He chuckled, and it warmed something inside me. He let go of my hand and cupped my cheek. The hairs on my arms stood up, and I could do nothing but close the distance between us, needing to get closer to him. Only a few inches were left between us.
“I’m the one who is an acquired taste in this relationship, and we both know that,” he said.
Gently, I laid my head on his shoulder, but then he lifted his arm so I could lie on his chest. We settled in better after that.
He moved his hand under the covers and came out with something between his fingers.
My heart jumped in my chest when I saw what he had for me. “My ring!”
“I thought I should hold on to it until you were feeling better,” he explained.
“I’m good. I’m okay.” I held up my hand between us, impatient for him to put it back on. His fingertips slid along my ring finger and he pushed it back until it was securely in place. I stared at it for a little while in the dark.
I closed my eyes and let out a deep breath from my mouth. “How do you feel about Thursdays?”
“How should I feel about them?”
“Like pizza, maybe? We can do pasta on Mondays and pizza on Thursdays.”
“We can argue about the toppings.”
“Sounds fun to me.”
“Good. Now go to sleep.”
With a smile on my face, I snuggled in closer. “I have a good feeling about this, Jack Hawthorne. I have a really good feeling about this.”
I smiled even bigger when he whispered, “It’ll work. I promise you, Rose.”
Jack and I, we were made in a crappy hospital bed, whispering our secrets, dreams and promises to each other. We were holding each other close as if what we had, what we were forming and building would be taken away from us with the sunlight.
Four days after the surgery, they finally took out the packing in my nose, and to say it was an experience would be an understatement. I’m not ashamed to admit that I cried for a solid ten minutes after it was done as Jack let me hold on to him tightly in our room and told me to stop crying. Everything seemed to be catching up with me, and then when they took out the damn thing—which I’d thought was only a few inches in but actually reached all the way up to my forehead, if not higher—I couldn’t keep it together any longer. I hadn’t cried since the surgery, so I supposed I was due.
The nights with Jack continued to be the only highlights of my day. I was secretly hoping we’d get to sleep in the same bed when we went back to his apartment, because I was already getting used to feeling his body and touch right next to mine.
When I had first met and married this man, I hadn’t