had to pause and swallow. "Army life-- you're single, you understand how it is."
I did understand. In the old Army they used to say that if they wanted you to have a wife, they'd issue you one. It now is considered both passe and politically incorrect, and nobody says that anymore. Indeed, today's soldiers are mostly married. The underlying philosophy hasn't changed a whit, though. In fact, the Global War on Terror, or whatever buzzword they were calling it these days, was not doing much for military romance, unless your amore happens to be a terrorist.
After a moment she added, "During these three years, between Bosnia, Kosovo, 9/11, now Afghanistan, and now Iraq--"
"Whose idea was it to wait?"
"Why did it have to be either of our ideas?"
"These things are never mutual." She tried looking away, but I caught her eye and asked, more insistently, "Yours or his?"
"All right . . . his. He was in Kosovo, then Afghanistan. I was in Afghanistan, after his tour ended, then Iraq, also at a different time. After he finished a year at the Command and General Staff College at Leavenworth, he was reassigned to the First Armored Division and redeployed to Iraq for another tour. He didn't want me to become a widow or spend my life caring for a cripple. I couldn't argue him out of it. Besides, what did it matter? We were going to be apart anyway."
No doubt, a number of sober and practical reasons passed through Mark Kemble's head and heart, all of which seemed logical, persuasive, even compelling. But in my view, with a woman like Bian Tran, you observe a different logic. I wouldn't let this woman ten feet out of my sight without the Rock of Gibraltar on her finger, an unpickable chastity belt around her groin, and a note around her neck--"Touch her and I'll feed you your own nuts."
Well, as I mentioned, she was very attractive, and I found her company quite pleasant: I couldn't imagine a man who wouldn't.
"Do you have a picture of this guy?"
Of course she did, and she reached into the side leg pocket of her Army trousers, withdrew her wallet, and fumbled out a small photograph, which she handed to me as I drove. I gave it a brief look, then handed it back.
The photo was color, taken perhaps at a military ball, and Mark Kemble, attired in his formal dinner mess dress, had a major's rank on his sleeve, yellow cloth on his lapels--a tanker--with enough badges and medals on his chest to shame a Christmas tree. He was looking directly into the camera with a large friendly grin, was slender and broad-shouldered, dark-haired and dark-eyed, with a strong jaw and cleft chin. I could see where some women might get a little sweaty over him. Handsome. Dashing.
I predicted, "You two will produce beautiful little babies together."
No reply.
I glanced over and Bian was staring out the window in a sort of sulky trance. I suppose this was all a little overwhelming for her--the love of her life in a war zone, a politically hazardous murder case on her hands, and me. I can be annoying.
"Are you okay?"
She continued to stare out the window.
I don't like talking to myself, and we drove without speaking for a few minutes. It was almost six o'clock, and the sky had already turned dark, the wind was whipping the trees, and a gusty, gloomy squall was moving in--a typical late October day in the moody, blustery city of Washington, D.C.
Out of the blue, she informed me, "I really want to break this case."
"Think like a cop, Bian. It's not personal." After a moment, I advised her, "What you should be hoping is to make it through this with your career intact."
"What does that mean?"
"Think Oliver North and Bud McFarlane."
"Who?"
"How old are you?"
"Thirty-one. What's your point?"
"The Iran-Contra scandal?"
"Nope--never heard of it."
"Ronald Reagan?"
"Was he the guy before Lincoln, or just after?" She nudged me in the ribs. "Okay, tell me about . . . who were these two again?"
"Ollie and Bud. Bud was a former lieutenant colonel who became President Reagan's National Security Advisor. Ollie was a serving lieutenant colonel on his staff."
She noted, "You should always keep a close eye on lieutenant colonels."
"I just pinned on a few days ago."
"Oh. Then . . . congratulations. How's it feel?"
"Not bad. They say it takes a full year before it sinks in that they're paying you more to act stupider. I'm still getting used to it."