wide and literally dove between her legs. As he fell upon her flesh, penetrating her with his tongue, finding a rhythm with his jaw, he was dimly aware of some kind of noise in the room, a growling.
Him? Couldn't be. That was the sound of... an animal.
Marissa had been shocked by the act at first. The carnality of it. The sinful closeness, the scary vulnerability.
But soon none of that mattered. Butch's warm tongue was so erotic she could hardly bear the slick, slippery sensation of it-and couldn't stand the idea that he'd ever stop what he was doing, either. Then he started sucking on her, sucking and swallowing and saying things that made her sex swell until the pleasure stung like pain.
But all that was nothing compared to when he let loose. With a surge of male need, his heavy hands held her down, his mouth, his tongue, his face going all over her... God, that sound coming out of him, that throaty, pumping purr...
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Except at the crest, the seething energy shifted, transformed, detonated.
Bloodlust roared along the sexual current between them, then pulled her down into a spiral of starvation.
Hunger ripped through her civilized nature, shredding everything but the need to go for his neck, and she bared her fangs, ready to flip him over onto his back and strike at his jugular and drink hard-She was going to kill him.
She cried out and struggled against his hold. "Oh, God... no!"
"What?"
Shoving at Butch's shoulders, she hauled her body away from him, shooting off the side of the bed and falling to the floor. As he reached for her in confusion, she scrambled across the rug to the far corner, her dress dragging behind, the top hanging from her waist. When there was no farther to go, she curled into a ball and held herself in place. As her body shook uncontrollably, the pain in her belly hit in waves, redoubling each time it returned.
Butch came after her, panicked. "Marissa... ?"
"No!"
He hauled up short. His face was stricken, all the color run out of his skin. "I'm so sorry-dear God-"
"You've got to go." As tears came up her throat, her voice went guttural.
"Sweet Jesus, I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to scare you..."
She tried to control her breathing so she could reassure him, but lost the fight: She was panting, crying. Her fangs throbbed. Her throat was dry. And all she could think of was launching herself onto his chest. Pushing him down on the floor. Closing her teeth on his neck.
God, the drinking. He would taste good. So good, she couldn't imagine ever getting enough of him.
He tried to come close to her again. "I didn't mean for things to go so far-"
She leaped up, opened her mouth, and hissed at him. "Get out! For God's sake, leave! Or I'm going to hurt you!"
She raced for the bathroom and locked herself in. As the sound of the door slamming shut faded, she skidded to a halt on the marble and caught the horrible sight of herself in the mirror. Her hair was tangled, her dress undone, her fangs showing white and long in her gaping mouth.
Out of control. Undignified. Defective.
She grabbed the first thing she saw, a heavy glass candle-holder, and hauled it against the mirror. As her reflection shattered, she watched through bitter tears as the pieces of herself fell apart.
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Butch threw himself at the bathroom door and jerked the handle until his palm nearly tore open. On the other side he heard Marissa crying. Then a shattering noise.
He drove his shoulder into the wooden panels. "Marissa!"
He hit the door with his body again, but then stopped and listened. Wild fear bit into him when there was only silence. "Marissa?"
"Just go." The quiet desperation in her voice made his eyes sting. "Just... go."
He splayed his hand on the wood that separated them. "I'm so sorry."
"Go... just go. Oh, God, you have to leave."
"Marissa-"
"I won't come out until you're gone. Go!"
Feeling as if he were in a nightmare, he grabbed his jacket and stumbled out of the bedroom, all sloppy, loose-bodied, weak in the knees. Out in the hall, he sagged back against the wall and banged his head into the plaster.
Squeezing his eyes shut, all he could see was her cowering in the corner, her trembling body