Love Triangle Six Books of Torn Desire - Willow Winters Page 0,91

much of the dream, but I recall his dark brown eyes and deep dimples so clearly it’s as if he were in my bed, smiling down at me.

I lie on my back and press a hand against the ache in my chest, blinking away the fog of sleep.

Trace proposed two weeks ago, and since that night, Cole’s been less and less in my thoughts. But he’s never far from my heart. If there’s an afterlife, I hope he’s not missing me. I only ever wanted him to be happy.

As happy as I am now.

I roll toward the man responsible for my newfound peace and rest my smile against the curve of his bicep.

Face down in my bed and hugging a pillow beneath his cheek, Trace wears a gentle scowl, even in sleep. His blond hair falls rebelliously over his brow. Thick dark lashes fan toward sharp cheekbones and the scruff of day-old whiskers.

He’s deliciously nude, the line of his spine cutting a groove between toned shoulders and a trim waist. I feather my fingers down that valley and follow the curved rise of his muscled ass.

Sweet lord in heaven, he has a great ass. Hard and round, it sits high and clenches tight, forming deep cleavage I love to play with. I consider slipping a finger into that shadowed dip, but he needs his rest. It’s only six in the morning, and we didn’t fall asleep until a couple of hours ago, thanks to my late shift at Bissara and his insatiable appetite afterward.

His breathing stumbles out of rhythm, and he cracks open an eye.

“You’re awake?” His timbre rasps with groggy surprise.

I’m as shocked as he is. I never wake before him.

“Shh.” I trail kisses over his shoulder. “Go back to sleep.”

His lips bounce between a smile and a frown, and he creeps a hand toward my face, sliding his fingers across my cheek. A moment later, his eyes close and his touch falls slack.

I watch him sleep for a while, intent on drifting off with him. But that doesn’t happen. I’m wide awake and restless with the urge to drink coffee with the sunrise.

Slipping quietly out of bed, I pull on yoga pants, fuzzy slippers, and an oversized hoodie. After a pit stop at the bathroom, I make coffee and carry a steaming mug to the sitting area in the backyard.

St. Louis weather in October is unpredictable. The ground is warm from yesterday’s heat wave. But this morning, the air is cold and cloudy, creating a ghost-gray fog low to the ground. So much for watching the sunrise.

I settle on the outdoor loveseat, relishing the ambiance of the mist crawling in around me. I feel like I’m enrobed in a cloud of mystery, in some faraway land, waiting for my Viking to lumber out and steal a kiss. And spank me.

A chuckle rises up, and I shake my head. Oh man, I have it bad.

I spin the engagement band on my finger. If he had it his way, we would’ve married immediately, but he respects my desire for a big wedding.

No, not a big wedding.

An over-the-top first dance.

Now that I’ve seen his hotter-than-Johnny-Castle dance moves, I can’t not choreograph a routine that will put us in the history books of best-ever wedding receptions. But choreography takes time. So does all the practice I’ll be putting him through. I’m thinking a Spring wedding.

Until then, we need to figure out living arrangements. He wants me to move into the penthouse, and I refuse to sell my house.

I still officially run a dance company, even if I’m not teaching anymore. Who knows? I might go back to that someday.

He says he’ll buy me a new studio anywhere I want, and therein lies my hesitation. I have a studio, built with the bare hands of a man who loved me with his dying breath. I can’t let it go.

Trace isn’t thrilled with the idea of moving into my tiny bungalow with its green claustrophobic tub. But he’s here every night without a single complaint. Maybe I’ll just let my house sit empty and move into the penthouse. That’s what I should do.

With a decided breath, I finish off the coffee and wade through the murky mist toward the back door. As I reach the driveway, the hum of an idling car engine slows my steps. It sounds close. Really close. Weird.

I turn my feet in the direction of the street—a street I can’t see because visibility is shit in this fog.

Walking toward the