Love Redesigned - Jenny Proctor
Chapter One
Dani
Four, seven, eight, thirteen, thirteen, fifteen.
Four, seven, eight, thirteen, thirteen, fifteen.
I rounded the corner and pushed through the coffee shop door, the numbers on repeat in my brain. Four, seven, eight, thirteen, thirteen, fifteen.
“Hey, Dani,” Chloe, the barista at the counter, said. “What’ll it be today?”
I smiled. “I’ll take a number four, a seven, an eight, two thirteens, and a fourteen.” There. Done. God bless the owner of Java Jean’s for numbering their coffee shop menu. “Wait. Did I say fourteen? I meant fifteen. Four, seven, eight, thirteen, thirteen, fifteen.”
Chloe grinned. “Are you sure?”
“Don’t question me! If I have to repeat them again, I’ll definitely forget.”
“The fifteen’s for Sasha?” Chloe asked. “The coconut milk macchiato?”
Of course it was for Sasha. My boss lived on air and coffee and little else. “How’d you guess?”
“It’s her second one today. She stopped by on her way in this morning.”
“And it probably won’t be her last.” I leaned against the counter and waited for Chloe to make up the drinks. A basket of peaches sat next to the register and I reached for one, lifting the fruit to my nose. I frowned and put it back in the basket. The fruit smelled less like a fresh peach than the scented lotion my roommate slathered onto her legs every night. But then, my standards for fresh peaches were high. I was spoiled by my childhood in South Carolina, roaming my grandma’s orchards, eating peaches seconds after I’d pulled them from the tree.
A swell of emotion rose in my chest. It had been years since my grandmother had died, but I couldn’t think of home without remembering her.
Granny wouldn’t have liked Java Jeans, with its endless options and ridiculous names. “There’s only one way to drink coffee, sugar,” she’d said to me countless times, the r so soft, it all but completely fell off her words. “With lots of cream.” The same rule also applied to peaches. I didn’t disagree with her on that point. Fresh peaches and cream was a part of my Southern heritage I’d never surrender.
But I did love Java Jean’s. It made me feel like a New Yorker, like I truly belonged in the city. I mean, I had the entire menu memorized. Surely that balanced out my lingering Southern accent and affinity for pastel floral prints, even in the sea of blacks and grays that filled New York City streets.
“Seriously,” Chloe said, handing over the first tray of drinks. “You need to feed that woman a cheeseburger. She’d probably be happier.”
I offered a tight-lipped smile. Sasha maybe had a bit of a reputation. She was a woman who knew how to get what she wanted and didn’t back down no matter the sacrifice. How else could she have climbed to the top of an elite fashion house design team in less than three years? Naysayers claimed she’d slept her way to the top—she was engaged to marry brand originator and CEO Alicio LeFranc, after all—but I’d seen the way Sasha worked. She was a cutthroat, for sure. But she had gumption.
An administrative position had gotten me through LeFranc’s front door, but it was Sasha’s recommendation that would get me designing. I couldn’t afford to be anything but loyal.
“Just add those to the company tab,” I told Chloe.
She nodded. “Sure thing. That’s a great dress, by the way. I love the color.”
“Yeah?” I looked down at my dress. The pale blue Oscar de la Renta Guipure lace had been a splurge at Mood, my favorite fabric store, but the tiny geometric pattern had been perfect for the A-line I’d been sketching. I’d dropped a third of my weekly paycheck without even flinching. I had spent the first two hours of sewing cursing my decision—there’s definitely a learning curve working with guipure—but in the end, I had been totally stoked with the results. The lace kept it feminine, but it wasn’t too frilly. Cinched at the waist, with a tiny black belt and a boat neck, I loved it. Still, that’s different than someone else loving it. “I just finished it,” I said to Chloe. “You really like it?”
“Wait, are you serious? You made it yourself? I’ve never wished so much that I could afford to wear LeFranc.”
My cheeks warmed with her praise. I’d been designing clothes a long time, but it still surprised me when people liked my stuff. “Oh, I didn’t design this for LeFranc. Designing is . . .” I hesitated. Designing was my life, my passion, my everything. But