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only thing she can cling to is: Lulu Shapiro is very, very good at this particular game.

“You’re pissed,” he says.

That’s not too much to give away. “Of course I am.”

“I’m sorry it was such a big surprise,” Ryan says. “I wanted to show you two the pictures first. I really think they’re great. But I also didn’t want to risk you trying to stop me.”

“Is that supposed to make me feel better? At all?”

“I do have a conscience,” Ryan says. He grins at her, infuriatingly pleased with himself. “I listen to it. I just try not to let it affect my behavior, or my work. The images are beautiful, right?”

“Self-indulgent. Just pretty girls being pretty girls. I thought you were better than that.”

“Pretty girls are enticing, though,” Ryan says. “If there’s one thing I learned from Roman, it’s the kind of business you can build if you make pretty girls your first customers. And really, I just couldn’t pass up the opportunity to photograph someone with such a big reputation.”

He thinks he’s already thought of everything. Lulu wants to see if she can rattle him. “Aren’t you worried that I’ll sue?”

“Not really,” Ryan says. “Sure, you didn’t sign anything, but there were signs up about the cameras. I told you they were there. I took pictures of you guys all the time, and I always asked, so you knew that was happening. And I’m only eighteen. How could I have known that I needed anything other than verbal consent?”

“This is how your dad raised you, huh. He must be proud.”

“You know what,” Ryan says. “He is.”

“That’s because he doesn’t know how pathetic you are. Building a whole hotel to keep a girl interested in you. And she wasn’t, Ryan. She wasn’t ever going to be, so you decorated it with stolen photos and called it art. This is all self-indulgent bullshit and you know it. That doesn’t surprise me—you’ve been a self-indulgent bullshit artist since I met you—but even I can’t believe you’d do that to Cass.”

“I didn’t do half of what I could have,” he spits back. Finally, finally, she’s got Ryan unguarded, Ryan too furious to hold back. This is who he really is—a wounded animal, and once Lulu would have felt bad, seeing him hurt. Now all she sees is how intent he is on hurting her, and everyone else who gets too close. “You want to see what I could have done to you and Cass?”

“No,” Lulu says. But when has Ryan ever listened to no?

She already knows what this will be. If the cameras were on that night, they were on in the morning. The light would have been better. They would have gotten a clear view of Cass and Lulu waking up, and what happened after.

She doesn’t know what’s crueler: Ryan letting her know that he saw it, or Ryan making sure she knows he kept it to himself. It’s the most violent tenderness she’s ever experienced, the way he assures her that he was careful when he was carving them up. He exposed them, but not the way he could have.

Lulu understands that she’s supposed to be grateful.

“This is what’s disgusting,” Ryan says. “You two sneaking around my property, getting each other off, pretending you were just friends, like nothing had changed. Like I couldn’t tell! I’m not stupid, Lulu!”

He unplugs the hard drive from the computer and tosses it in her direction. Lulu is so surprised that she catches it.

“You’re the one who releases revenge porn,” he says. “Poor Owen. You’re the one who’s always making herself the goddamn center of attention. Well, if you need some more footage to release, go right ahead. That should make you the center of attention for the next six months at least.”

“Fuck you. Fuck you, Ryan.”

“I’m done now. Get out of here. I want you to leave.”

Lulu tosses the drive back at Ryan. “Keep it.”

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you.”

“I don’t give a fuck about what you’d do.”

“Still. That’s the only copy. You really want to let me have it? You trust me with that power?”

“I don’t believe you.”

Ryan shrugs. “Good news for me: I don’t have to care.”

He might be lying, but why take the chance? If there are more copies, it doesn’t matter what she does. If there aren’t—she should do this. She should just take the stupid thing.

Mutely, Lulu reaches out a hand. The weight of giving in settles on her shoulders. She’s done lots of things that people told

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