A Long Way Back (Unfinished Business #2) - Barbara Elsborg Page 0,120
was his Adam’s apple. Tay walked over, wrapped his arms around him and kissed him. Ink hesitated long enough to make Tay’s anxiety soar, before he slid his hands onto Tay’s arse and pulled him in tight. Tay groaned in relief.
“Are you sure?” Ink asked.
“Don’t give me an out.”
Ink pulled away, his jaw tense. “If you need an out, then you’re not ready. You don’t have to do this.”
“I know I don’t have to. I want to. I’m just nervous.” He began to strip Ink of his clothing. The tie got thrown across the room, and the rest of Ink’s clothes followed, until he was naked too. And getting hard.
Ink reached out, brushed his fingers over Tay’s nipples and Tay drew in a breath.
“I’m going to keep asking if you’re sure,” Ink whispered. “This is a big deal, your first time. You can say stop at any point, if you’re not ready. Okay? It’s not an out when I’m asking, I just want to be sure you want it.”
“Not it. You. I want you.”
Tay moaned when Ink licked his nipples. “Oh God.”
“Lie down on the bed.”
“Which way?”
“Start off face down. Don’t freak out.”
“What are you going to do?”
“It’s a surprise.”
“A nice one?”
“No, I brought up a chainsaw from the garage to dismember you. Try to relax.”
Tay curled his arms under the pillow and clenched his fists where Ink couldn’t see. I do want this, but… He groaned as Ink’s lips brushed his shoulder, moaned as he kissed the top of his spine. Ink licked and kissed his way down Tay’s back until he reached the crease of his arse, at which point, Tay tensed. Relax! He was trying, but there was a big difference between exploring with a couple of fingers, as he and Ink had done over the last two days, and actually having Ink’s cock inside him.
“Did I ever tell you what a beautiful arse you have?” Ink whispered. “Not too big, not too small, just right.”
Ink was kneading him, teasing with his fingers and tongue and Tay started to float. Ink was slow and gentle, and when he lifted Tay’s hips so that he was up on his knees, Tay barely noticed. Ink was kneeling behind him. Tay’s eyes were tight shut, but flashed open when Ink sucked one of his balls into his mouth. He arched his back and groaned.
Ink sucked and licked one ball after another while Tay began the process of falling apart. His breathing turned ragged and beneath the pillow his fists clenched and unclenched. When Ink spread Tay’s arse cheeks and pressed his face against the entrance to his body, Tay cried out so loudly, he almost frightened himself.
“Green for go or red for stop?” Ink asked.
“Green.”
Oh God. He’s licking… Ink’s tongue was pressing insistently at his hole, and it felt so fucking brilliant, so overwhelmingly filthy and hot that Tay found himself pushing back against him. How am I not coming from this? His cock was leaking precome and when he lifted himself up and looked down to see Ink’s purple hair, he groaned. He’d seen this on his laptop, heard the guys moaning, but he’d had no idea.
Ink slid a slick finger in under his tongue and Tay arched his back at the increased pressure. When Ink stroked his prostate, Tay felt like an astronaut zooming off planet. His legs were spread. Did I do that? He wanted to tell Ink not to stop, but it was such a cliché. Fuck! That had to be another finger. Oh God. How big are his fingers? They felt huge. But after Ink had worked them in and out a few times, he crawled up the bed, lay on his back, then leaned over to give him a kiss. Tay slumped and Ink smiled.
“You could ride me, this first time,” Ink said.
“Who says there’s going to be a second time?”
Ink laughed. “We need to prove who’s the better rider.”
“When I’m fit, maybe. I just need to lie here and get fucked.”
“Right.”
As he watched Ink roll on a condom and smear lube down his cock, Tay’s heart launched into a syncopated rhythm.
“Will you lie on your back so I can see your face?” Ink whispered.
Tay rolled over. Ink pushed back Tay’s legs and moved closer. He lined up his cock and when Tay felt the head touch his hole, he tensed.
“It’s not going to go in if you don’t relax.”
Tay took a deep breath and exhaled. “I can do this.”