Learning to Trust - M.A. Innes Page 0,70

much, and vibrating anything seemed entirely too loud when Leon had just been in the next room. But if his finger was this good…how would toys or even his cock feel at some point?

All thoughts about how to broach the topic fled my mind as he tapped his finger against my prostate and I gasped, the sound echoing through the bathroom. Before I could even begin to beg, his finger was moving faster.

“You look so needy and helpless like this.” I felt him press another kiss to my ass, which was tender and erotic all at the same time. “You whimper and beg so sweetly, but you know who you belong to.”

“You…I belong to you…” This was a side of him I’d never imagined I would see, but the possessive Dom who’d been hiding inside of him was loving and tender too.

“Then come for me.” He finger-fucked me faster. As if he knew I was right there on the edge again, he reached around and started teasing just the head of my dick.

My orgasm rolled through me like a wave. Clenching down on his finger, I thrust back as cum shot out of me, striping the shower wall as I cried out. Leon kept up the maddening pleasure until my legs started to wobble.

As he eased out of me and stood, he washed off his hand then finished cleaning me as I relaxed against the wall. A bigger shower would have been nice, but I loved the way he had to be pressed against me.

By the time the water began to cool, he’d declared me ready and turned off the shower. Before I could even begin to move, he’d started drying me with my towel and pressed a kiss to my cheek. “Is it alright that I like watching you come and…and well, I guess, controlling that?”

Fuck no…I didn’t like the hesitation in his voice

But Daddy didn’t like me cussing, so I turned in his arms as he wrapped the towel around me and shook my head. “Don’t feel bad or question it. I want to make you happy, however that looks for us, but I like knowing you’re in control in these kinds of situations.”

He hugged me tight and trapped me in the soft fabric, which just made everything even better. I loved being held snuggly in his arms. “We’ll figure everything else out with me. But right now, I love knowing your body as well as your submission belongs to me. I’m feeling very possessive.”

I kissed his cheek, smiling. “I like possessive Daddy or boyfriend or Dom.” Figuring I should probably lay it all out, I continued. “And I really like the idea of you controlling my orgasms. Would that be too much for you?”

He took the question seriously, rubbing his hands over my back and arms as he thought about it. When he finally spoke, he made my emotions all whirly again. “My first response was that of course I’d want to control your orgasms. You’re my boy and I think for you that would make you feel very safe and wanted and probably highly aroused, but I also don’t want to go overboard. I need to know that it wouldn’t be taking away too much of your freedom.”

Snuggling back against him, I did my best to sound reasonable when he was just so sweet all I wanted was to tell him how perfect and wonderful he was. But he wouldn’t understand that, so I aimed for happy and loving. “My submission is my gift to whoever I choose. That’s what gives me the best kind of freedom. You make me feel confident and safe. And yes, it’s really hot to imagine, but it’s not overwhelming. I’d be more worried if you wanted to control who I was friends with or what I was doing on campus.”

He stilled and I felt him kiss my head. “Is that what went wrong before?”

I knew the conversation had been coming, so I took a breath and nodded. “Partly.”

“Let’s get you dressed and then we’ll talk.” He was so focused on my needs, his own comfort seemed to be up to me.

“You’re wet.” Wiggling out of his arms and the towel, I laughed when he glanced down at his body and shrugged. “My turn.”

His chest had already dried somewhat from my towel, but I grabbed his and spent several minutes stroking his muscles and teasing the light patch of hair that spread down his torso. It was just enough to caress