The Last Days of Ptolemy Grey - By Walter Mosley Page 0,75
up to my door. We loved each other, an’ she died by my side, while I was sleep.”
Shirley squeezed his wrist.
“But that’s not what I’m talkin’ ’bout,” Ptolemy continued. “I know all that stuff. That’s who I was, but I ain’t like that no more.”
“What are you like now, Mr. Grey?”
Ptolemy inhaled, feeling the breath come into him. It felt like a hot wind rushing through a valley of stone. His heart pulsed, which for some reason brought to mind the moon in its sky.
“First there was you, Shirley Wring,” he said, or maybe Coy said through him.
“Me?”
“Yeah. I was like a blind man on a clear day. I lived in the dark of my eyes, and then you walked up and spelled your name and I remembered it. That was the first thing I remembered right off for the first time in years. You give me that treasure but what was even better was when I give it back. That was before I fount out that Reggie was dead, before I knew that Hilly stoled from me. That was before Robyn, and before I met the Devil behind his garden of roses and a green door.
“But it all started out with you. Reggie tried, but now that I look back on it I can see that he was a good boy but he couldn’t see the man in me. I was a chore that he did every couple’a days. That’s what old people turn into, chores for the young.”
Shirley hummed her agreement and kissed Ptolemy’s hand.
“And most of ’em don’t even take on that responsibility,” she said.
“If I coulda thought about it I woulda killed myself,” Ptolemy said. “But instead I met Satan and he injected me with his fire. Here I been runnin’ from fire ever since my childhood friend died in the blaze, and when I stopped runnin’ they put a fire in my blood.”
“And what you gonna do now?” Shirley asked.
“Robyn gonna be my heir,” he replied. “I’m gonna ask her to take care’a my estranged children, my family and friends, and, and, and you.”
“Me?”
“Yes, you. You and my great-great-grandnephew and niece and their aunt Niecie.”
“All them?”
“That’s what Coy McCann told me to do and I’ma do it.”
Upon the last word uttered the door to the apartment came open. Robyn, loaded down with four shopping bags, stared at the old folks holding each other on the couch.
Ptolemy turned toward his heir and smiled but Shirley gasped and pulled away from him. She disentangled her arms from his and pulled her feet away too.
“What’s goin’ on?” Robyn asked.
“Me an’ Shirley talkin’ ’bout our past,” the fevered old man said.
“I bet you were.”
“I got to be goin’, Mr. Grey, Ptolemy,” Shirley said.
She got to her feet and looked around, finally seeing her red purse behind her on the couch. Robyn saw it too. She put down her shopping bags and picked up the cherry-red leather sack.
“Thank you,” Shirley said.
Robyn grunted and frowned at her elder.
“Good-bye,” Shirley said to both of them.
“You don’t have to go, Shirley,” Ptolemy said, getting to his feet.
“Oh, no, I mean, yes I do. But I will call you,” she said. “I’ll call.”
She scuttled out the door, which Robyn had not closed because her hands were full. Shirley didn’t close it either, and so Ptolemy walked to the front. Shirley stopped at the end of the hall and turned back. She smiled across the concrete expanse and Ptolemy waved at her, though he doubted if she could see.
When he turned away, after Shirley was gone, he met Robyn’s stony stare.
“Why you got to be rude to my friend?” he asked, unintimidated by the anger in her face.
“Why you got to be makin’ out with her on my bed?”
“Girl, I’m ninety-one.”
“I know what I saw. You was just movin’ back from a kiss when I come in here.”
“Kiss?”
“You got your own bed,” Robyn said. “You could take her up in there.”
He had had this argument many times in his life. Sensia could tell when he was holding back from turning his head to see a fine woman’s gait. Bertie, his first wife, once got mad because he left a fifteen-cent tip instead of a dime for a cute waitress.
“But, baby,” he’d said to at least a dozen women, “I didn’t mean nuthin’.”
But he had meant it. He had.
Robyn’s hands had become fists and her cheek wanted to quiver.
He turned away, walked into his bedroom, and closed the door on the rippling seas of love.