“Lahn, damn it –!” I shouted in his face but it was like I didn’t make a noise as he kept talking over me.
“But still, you remain lost, never to come back to me.”
And that was it. I’d had enough.
And to communicate that, with a mighty heave, I planted my feet in the bed, arched my back and shoved his shoulders, pushing him to his back but going with him so I was straddling his hips, my fingers curled into his shoulders, my torso pressed to his and my face an inch away.
“Will you… shut… up?” I yelled, his mouth closed and he scowled up at me. “Jeez!” I cried, looking over his head before I looked back at him. “The drama. God!”
“Circe –” he growled but I snapped, “Quiet, Lahn, I’m talking now.”
He closed his mouth and scowled again.
I glared.
Then I spoke. “You upset me, broke my heart, okay, I think you get that. That’s coming through loud and clear, big guy. You hurt me. But seriously, I mean, the shit I was telling you, it was whacked. Totally unbelievable. So I get that too. But I’m an idiot and I lead with my heart and do stupid shit all the freaking time. And I got so upset because I loved you so much it hurt so badly, what you said, that I did it again. I acted before I thought. I followed my heart, which hurt, and I did something really freaking stupid. So, okay, Pop calls you an ass**le because he knows things didn’t start too great but… clue in, Lahn. He left me here. He knows I love you and he wants me to be happy. Yeesh!” I sat up, tipped my head back and looked at the ceiling. “For someone as unbelievably clev –”
I didn’t finish because I was on my back and my body was jolted violently because my sarong was yanked clean off.
Oh man.
I focused on his heated eyes just in time for my undies to be torn away… yep, torn away, my body jerking again as they went.
Oh man.
“Lahn,” I breathed as he rolled on top of me, I was already turned on because I suddenly found myself na**d under my king’s fantastic, heavy, warm body and from the hot look in his eyes.
His big hands trailed swiftly down the backs of my thighs then they yanked up. “You forgive me,” he growled.
“Uh… yeah, awhile ago. I’m just a –”
I didn’t finish because his mouth took mine in a searing kiss, a wet one, a deep one, a long one and a very, very hot one.
Oh yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
He tore his mouth from mine and I finished my sentence on a dazed, breathless, “Dork.”
“I do not know what that is, my doe, but I do not care,” he whispered against my lips as his fingers slid through the wetness gathering between my legs and then his lips slid to my ear. “I will try to be gentle but since I took my first at the age of twelve, I have never waited this long. Nowhere near. I do not think I can.”
I pressed into his hand, tugged at the ties on his hides, turned my head and whispered in his ear, “Don’t bother with gentle, honey, I just want to feel you again.”
He didn’t wait to be asked twice and there he was.
Oh yeah.
God, I loved the feel of my husband.
“Yes,” I whispered and that was all I could say, his mouth came back to mine, his h*ps drove in, hard, fast, uncontrolled, my thighs pressed tight to his sides as one arm held fast around his muscled back and the other hand pulled out his plait and slid into his my gorgeous hair.
I knew he struggled, I felt it but my Lahn, like always, held on until it hit me, hot, hard and piercing, and I cried out into his mouth, my limbs tightening then he let go, his growled release mingling with mine.
Oh yeah.
I was right there, right where I needed to be.
I was home.