Last night, he watched Julia do the same, but she wasn’t powerless. She was dazzling and formidable, bent on controlling the situation and looking after him, even when she had no idea what she was doing and even when he ordered her not to.
Her behaviour only served to strengthen his resolve to have her as his wife. Outside of that, he wouldn’t allow himself to contemplate.
“It hurts like hell,” he answered her question.
He watched with no small amount of fascination as her eyes melted and she closed the space between them.
“I’m sorry,” she said, her voice low and gentle.
“I’ll survive,” he told her, his tone just as soft.
She looked in his eyes and hers became startled as realisation dawned that they were sharing a tender moment. Douglas watched, registering a vague sense of disappointment when the guard went up and Julia carefully controlled her features.
“Well, never fear,” she stated airily, the moment lost, she was moving back into the dressing room and waving her arm for emphasis, “Carter had a quiet little chat with me this morning and apparently your friend Nick called him. You have a doctor’s appointment today at nine. Carter is going to bring some clothes down for you and he’ll be taking you.”
She stopped abruptly and turned around slowly, the melting look in her eyes now long gone. She glanced around the room, down at herself and then up at him.
“You seem bright-eyed this morning,” she commented warily.
“I’ve been awake for ten minutes.” He watched her eyes widen in angry amazement. “Maybe fifteen,” he allowed.
She stood there a moment, shocked speechless and then she smiled.
“You cad!” she cried, her voice filled with humour.
Her unusual word choice almost made him smile.
“Cad?” he asked.
“Yes, ‘cad’,” she replied. “I’m practising not cursing. I don’t want to pass any foul words to the children.”
She pulled the towel off her head and whipped her hair around while she grabbed her comb. He found her reaction to his spying on her while she put on her underwear bizarre in the extreme.
“You aren’t angry.” It was a statement, rather than a question and she turned to him.
Then she looked in the mirror as she pulled the comb firmly through her hair.
“Oh, yes, Douglas Ashton, I’m angry. Although I find I can’t make room to be even angrier at you now that you’ve taken the liberty to spy on me while I put on panties. I’m already angry enough that, when you arrived home last night, not only had you been shot but your companion was pointing a gun at me.” Julia’s eyes moved from her reflection to Douglas. “Not that I would mind nocturnal visits from gunshot victims or having firearms mistakenly levelled at me in dark hallways…” she paused, straightened and skewered him with a look, “if I lived in some war-torn, third-world country and you were a rebel fighting for our freedom against the nasty federales!”
She took a breath and continued staring at him. He was having some difficulty dealing with the intimate sensation he felt whenever he heard her say the word “home”. Not to mention trying to keep his face straight at her dramatic tirade.
When he made no response, she went on.
“So, I hope you’ll allow me to vent my anger at today’s antics some other time.”
“Certainly.” He inclined his head, still trying hard not to smile.
At that, she threw her comb at him. He ducked, the quick movement sending a jolt of pain through his shoulder as the comb went flying over his head.
Apparently, she wasn’t finished.
“To start, do you want to explain last night?” She put one hand on jutted hip, her eyes flashing.
“No,” he responded.
“That’s not going to do,” she fired back.
“It’s going to have to,” he replied calmly, because it was the truth. He watched as her eyes blazed. “Julia, there are some things you can’t know.”