I didn’t want to hear about Vance and Luke and Jules, I wanted to know about Roxie. “No, I want to know why Roxie thought it was her that I thought Luke had a thing for.”
“Pardon?” Daisy asked.
“Last night, when Luke and I were arguing about it, his first guess as to who Ren meant was Roxie. Ally told me Roxie thought I thought it was her. Why would both of them think that?”
Silence.
“Daisy, please, tell me,” I begged.
“Sugar, I know you’re lookin’ for a way to protect your heart. But you’re lookin’ in the wrong direction. I have to tell you the best way to protect your heart is to trust it to a man who’ll take care of it for you.”
Right. Like such a man existed.
I did not think so.
“Last night and this morning, Luke and I talked a lot,” I told Daisy. “He said a lot of shit to me, all of it I wanted to believe. The problem is, he declared he was through talking this morning and it seems there’s a lot he left out. I can’t trust my heart to a man who’d keep something from me. Especially if it’s about people in his life which will mean, if I stay with him, they’ll be people in my life. That means in the Rock Chick Hot Bunch tribe I’ll be the chump and I don’t want to be the chump. Can you understand that?”
Daisy said softly, “I can understand that.”
“Please then, tell me.”
She sighed. “First off, you have to know these girls are not your usual girls. The Rock Chicks are special and the Hot Bunch know that.”
I kept silent and waited.
“Okay then,” she went on. “Luke threw down with Roxie when he was playin’ her bodyguard. It wasn’t a big deal. He just told her he was interested if it didn’t work out with her and Hank.”
The news hit me like a blow.
Strike one.
“Then he kind of fell for Jules when they were trainin’ and workin’ together. That went a little further because Luke went for it after everyone thought Vance broke up with her and then went out of town so he wasn’t keepin’ his eye on things. Nothin’ came of it, mainly because Jules had already given her heart to Vance, but somethin’ special grew out of that for Jules and Luke. Ava listen to me, it’s somethin’ sweet and special and totally innocent that grew out of it. Vance and Luke are friends and –”
Strike two.
“Any more I should know about?” I asked, interrupting her. “Jet, Indy, anyone?”
“Sugar,” Daisy said softly and she sounded disappointed. “Don’t be like that.”
“So let’s play what if. What if Vance had broken up with Jules? Where would Luke be now?”
“What if is a stupid game. He didn’t break up with her, end of story.”
I knew where Luke would be now, I knew by his relentless, tough guy, macho man pursuit of me. He “fell for Jules” as Daisy put it. If Vance had broken up with her, right now Jules would be in Luke’s loft and he’d be contemplating when he would let his and Jules’s daughter date if she looked like Jules (likely it’d be at age forty if she looked like Jules).
Then it hit me, Jules was pregnant. Hell, if she was with Luke she would be pregnant with his baby.
“Oh my God,” I whispered, almost certain I was going to puke.
“That doesn’t sound good,” Daisy mumbled.
“I have to go,” I said again.
“Come over to my house, we’ll talk,” Daisy replied on a rush. “I’ll get the girls over –”
“Later, Daisy.”
Yeah, much later… as in never. To cut off Luke, I had to cut off the Rock Chicks completely. And I liked the Rock Chicks a lot.