If he had done what he said he was going to do, she would never have forgiven him.
And he knew that so he didn’t do what he said he was going to do so that would never stand between them.
Relief flooded through her but she carefully tucked it, and her thoughts, away.
Instead, she asked, “Do you want some dinner?”
She was not going to thank him for not “taking” her on the table but offering him dinner was the closest she would get.
“Will it be vegetarian?” he asked mildly.
“Of course.”
“Then we’ll go out,” he decided.
* * * * *
Colin did punish her, although not by ha**ng s*x with her on her father’s table.
He excruciatingly slowly made her cl**ax with his hands and mouth while he watched and, through it all, he refused to allow her to touch him, kiss him or turn to him nor did he slide inside her, no matter how much she begged.
It was magnificent.
And after, when she’d whispered not-at-all-convincingly, “I think I hate you,” then he’d taken her, her fully sensitized body so raw and open she’d actually cried out the second time she came and he feared she drew blood when she bit him on the shoulder.
That had been beyond magnificent.
Earlier, he’d been so furious with not being able to contact her, he couldn’t think of anything else. In fact, for a week without her when he was in London, he couldn’t think of anything but her. The minute the train came into Yatton, he drove directly to the cottage, not even stopping at Lacybourne. He didn’t intend to wait another moment to have her in his arms.
He was even dreaming of her, except he knew he was Royce and she was Beatrice, dark hair and medieval clothing. She called him Royce in the dreams and she stared at him with all the love in the world in her eyes. He had them every night and they were most vivid dreams he’d ever had.
But she had not been at the cottage when he arrived and was not answering her phone.
Colin was not used to not having what he wanted the moment he wanted it. And he didn’t like that at all.
He also didn’t like that he seemed to have an insatiable desire not only for her body, but for her company but she much preferred to be somewhere else, even after days apart. He’d always been pursued, chased, seducing only when that game needed to be played. He was a target, a trophy, all the woman of his experience grasping and sucking everything they could from him. Not once had Colin met a woman who had her own life, her own interests or anything outside her pursuit of him. He had never been in this position and found he contradictorily loathed it and admired it.
Then she’d shouted at him about her “girls” and something shifted in him through her speech.
Her eyes were furious; blazing with an intensity he’d never seen the like on her or anyone. Even though she refused to allow him into that part of her life, had been for days keeping him at arm’s length, carefully guarding anything personal, he knew those girls, whoever they were, were so important to her she’d likely lay down her life for them.
Or throw fifty thousand pounds at them.
He knew from her expression this afternoon that the money was gone and he also knew, most likely, she hadn’t spent it on herself.
It was time to find out just who the hell Sibyl Godwin was.
Robert Fitzwilliam was due to make a report in a week.
Colin was going to give him until Tuesday.
Chapter Twelve
Potion
Marian Byrne slid behind the wheel of her car and told her windshield, “Sometimes, it’s good to be old.”
The windshield, as with many of the inanimate objects Marian found herself talking to since her husband Arthur died, didn’t answer back.