“That was my plan.”
“Fill me, Cassie, then get on with it.”
“You’re bossy for a guy tied to a bed,” I noted, doing it flippantly and miraculously, considering I felt the area between my legs become drenched just with the idea of taking his ass.
“You think at this moment I won’t wreck your bed to get loose and bury my dick in you, what you’ve been doin’ to me, six months without your body, six months without you, six months of nothing, you think wrong. Plug me. Suck me. And fuck me.”
He wasn’t saying no.
And I wasn’t wasting this opportunity.
“You got it, baby,” I whispered, then stroked his cock from base to tip with my tongue before I moved from the bed.
I had no idea what I was doing, except taking what he did to me as a guide.
So I made fast work of getting what I needed (something he had left when he left me, I thought callously; now I was glad I didn’t have to run to his truck because that would suck).
I came back to the bed and sucked his cock while I prepared him with oil. When I had him ready, I wrapped my hand around his cock, holding it to my mouth while I circled the tip with my tongue and pressed the tip of the plug to his ass.
I stopped circling. “Ready?”
“Do it,” he bit out through clenched teeth.
Suddenly, I was unsure.
He said he would do anything for me; he was using this to prove it, to prove I had his trust, to prove that meant something, to prove my trust meant something to him, to prove he loved me. But was that anything in the sense of doing something he didn’t want?
“Do you want this?”
“Do it,” he rumbled.
I pressed it in a bit.
His head fell back and the headboard moved forward and slammed back into the wall.
Maybe that wasn’t good.
I pulled it out, calling, “Deacon.”
His head jerked forward, his eyes burning, his face filled with need.
At the sight, my nipples tightened and my clit pulsed.
“Plug me, suck me, and fuck me, Cassidy.”
I put the tip to him again. “Tell me when you’re ready for more.”
“Drive it in.”
I blinked.
“Drive it in, Cassidy. Fill me and suck me.”
Oh my God.
My entire body spasmed.
“Are you sure?”