When he was done, coming down, he slammed up hard and planted himself so deep, I swear, it was like he wanted to fuse with me.
Then his mouth slid down my cheek to my ear and his voice was gruff with his orgasm and emotion when he whispered, “My tat means to you what it means to me.” I closed my eyes tight, mentally kicking myself for giving that away and moved my hands to his shoulders but he pressed his entire body into me, negating my shove before it even began. “Kept you close every day, every night, right with me and now you know it. You just don’t know what to do with it.”
Shit, how did I let this happen?
Shit. I just had to wake up to him and I was open, bare. Fuck!
“Get off me,” I whispered.
He lifted his head and his face, harsh and intense, looked down at me. “And you won’t know what to do with it until you talk to me.”
“Sex, work, food, beer then you’re back to Arizona, partner,” I reminded him.
“I’d move here. I’d move to the goddamned, f**king moon to wake up to you in my bed.”
Holy shit!
“Just came inside you, Sylvie, no condom. That was just you and me, nothing in between. Nothing. And you know exactly what I f**kin’ mean,” he remarked and I blinked.
Shit. How did that happen?
Shit!
He pulled out, rolled off and I closed my legs, turned to the side, curled my knees up and tried to sort out the ten thousand thoughts crashing in my head. The priority of which was Creed’s badass sperm, likely Olympic-class swimming with pinpoint accuracy, inside me and whether I was up-to-date on my birth control pills.
Fuck!
Letting my mind wander to heretofore, unknown unsafe sex was a mistake. I was doing that and therefore not processing the fact that he was prowling to my mirror. I also didn’t process the fact that he snatched a long scarf I had dangling on it and was prowling back, twisting it and doing something with it in his hands.
But I processed his knee hitting the bed and his hand capturing my arm.
I shot up and tried to pull away.
“What the f**k?” I clipped as he looped the scarf over my hand, it tightened at my wrist and, even as I pulled and struggled, before I knew it, he’d tied the other end to my headboard.
My eyes shot to him and rage shot through my system.
“You f**king f**ker!” I screeched.
“Look at my hand, Sylvie,” he ordered, calm as could be, the f**king f**ker!
“Fuck you!” I yelled, my other hand going toward my wrist tied to the bed but he batted it gently away. My eyes shot back to him. “Let me untie it!”
“Look at my goddamned hand, Sylvie,” he bit out, calm a fleeting memory.
“Fuck you!”
He moved. My eyes moved to where he moved and I saw his fingers tug at the end of the scarf, a slight yank and my wrist was instantly released.
I froze and stared.
Then I wasn’t frozen anymore but not because I moved. Because Creed’s hand wrapped around the back of my neck, he pulled me to him and both his arms closed around me, plastering me to his body.
“That’s how you do it,” he growled in my face. “You do it so, you get tweaked, you still got control and you can get yourself loose any f**kin’ time you want. You do it and you have a safe word so, it goes places you don’t like, you say it and it… fuckin’… stops. The guy who did that shit to you, Sylvie, he was a goddamned animal, takin’ from you what you didn’t want to give. Not all men are. In fact, most men aren’t. And I’m a man who’s not.”
“Let go of me,” I snapped.
“I gave it time. Your mouth on my tat, I’m done with givin’ it time. You’re not gonna dig deep, I’m diggin’ in there for you.”