Darkness Unmasked(39)

 

"So why all the doom and gloom?"

 

He sighed. "Because I'll have to break it off. She really is nice."

 

I frowned as I took a sip of drink. "I'm not understanding the logic of that statement."

 

"It's this." He waved a hand down the length of his body. "How can I commit to anyone for any amount of time when I have no idea just how long—if ever—it's going to take me to control this thing?" 

 

I just about choked on my Coke. "Good grief, did you just admit to a connection? Is the lone wolf—the man who doesn't believe in long-term commitments—actually thinking he might have found the woman who could change that?"

 

He grimaced. "We went on one date—"

 

"And sometimes that's all it takes. You're a wolf, not a human or a monk."

 

He snorted. "I'm half wolf, and I'm certainly not a monk."

 

"Neat sidestep of the actual question, my friend."

 

He smiled. It was a somewhat pale reflection of his usual smile, but I was happy to see it nonetheless. "God, you're more tenacious than a dog with a bone. And yes, there was a connection."

 

"Then I can't see the harm in chasing it." I hesitated. "And it might just give you another reason to fight."

 

"Or another person I'm fearful of hurting."

 

"You won't." I nudged him gently. "I have faith in your strength, Tao."

 

He took a deep breath and released it slowly. "Yeah. And that scares the hell out of me, because you're seeing what I'm not feeling."

 

"Risa?"