reached up and squeezed my nipples. I gyrated on him some more and then he pulled me back down so that I could kiss him. His hand slid between my legs and I felt his rough fingers rubbing against my clit.
“Oh, Lucas,” I moaned. No one had touched me there in so long and it felt magnificent. He slid a finger inside of me and I cried out.
“You like that? You like that, Gemma?” he said gruffly into my ear.
I moaned. “Yes, Lucas, yes.” Another finger slid inside of me so that he was fucking me with his fingers even faster now. His thumb was rough against my clit, rubbing. I knew I wasn’t going to last long. It felt amazing and I knew I was going to orgasm quickly. It had just been too long since any man had touched me like that.
“Oh yeah, Gemma. Say my name,” he said, and I groaned as his fingers slipped out of me. “Say my name.” He looked down at me. “What do you want, Gemma? Do you want me to fuck you now?” I stared up into his eyes, my body shivering and trembling, just wanting a release.
“No, not yet,” I said, my voice trembling. “I’m not ready for that yet.” My eyes flew open and I looked at him. I reached up and touched his chest. “Do you understand?”
He groaned as he nodded. “I understand.” He shook his head. “It’s a good thing I didn’t take off my briefs then, huh?”
“I guess so,” I said. “I’m sorry. I just ... “
“It’s okay.” His fingers went back down to my pussy and he stuck two fingers back inside of me. “Is this okay though?”
“Yes,” I nodded, as my back arched at his touch.
“Don’t worry, I’ll still let you come,” he said as he leaned down, his mouth to my nipple, and he sucked, chewing and teasing and driving me crazy as his thumb then started rubbing my clit again. I was so close to the edge. And then finally I came, my body shuddering just from his fingers. I let out one small scream and then lay back flat, tired from having done nothing. I giggled slightly as he looked down at me in awe.
“Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Because I’m rock hard,” he said. “And if you react that way to just my fingers, I can’t wait to see how you react once my cock is inside of you, fucking you good.” He growled and then kissed me again hard and I shivered against him. My whole body wanted him, but yet the moment didn’t feel quite right. I loved being with him and my body was on fire. Our chemistry was amazing, but I wanted the moment to be really special. I wanted the moment to be the stuff that dreams were made of. And this wasn’t quite it.
“Thank you for being a gentleman, Lucas,” I said with a smile as I kissed him softly. “And thank you for honoring my wishes.”
“Anytime, Gemma,” he said as he kissed me on the lips. “Anytime.” He pulled me into his arms and then held me there for a few seconds before moving to get off the bed.
“So I think we should have dessert now,” he grinned. “Because if I stay here in bed for too much longer with you, I’m not sure what I’m liable to do.”
“Okay,” I said, and nodded as I sat up. I was disappointed. I wanted to just fall asleep in his arms. It was warm and comfortable and my body felt completely relaxed. But maybe he wasn’t as okay with my having said no to sex as he’d let on. Maybe he’d wanted more. But I knew I’d made the right decision. Yes, I enjoyed spending time with him and yes, I was attracted to him. But as we’d been laying there and he’d been touching me, an image of Connor had crossed my mind. And that was the last thing I wanted. There was no way in hell I wanted to think about Connor on my first night of sexual pleasure with Lucas.
Chapter 21
“Meet me on Madison Avenue, okay?” Connor’s voice was smooth as we spoke.
“Okay, and what’s happening on Madison Avenue?” I asked, not really sure what his last big date was going to be.
“You’ll see.”
“Where on Madison Avenue do you want me to go?”
“Go to the 700 block.”
“And you’re not going to tell me where on the 700 block?”