The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue - V. E. Schwab Page 0,84
back into its measure.
The room goes quiet, marked only by the steady rain beyond the windows, the drowsy aftermath of passion, and soon she can feel him drifting down toward sleep.
Addie looks up at the ceiling.
“Don’t forget,” she says softly, the words half prayer, half plea.
Henry’s arms tighten, a body surfacing from sleep. “Forget what?” he murmurs, already sinking again.
And Addie waits for his breath to steady before she whispers the word to the dark.
“Me.”
Paris, France
July 29, 1724
VI
Addie surges out into the night, swiping tears from her cheeks.
She pulls her jacket close despite the warmth of summer, and makes her way alone across the sleeping city. She is not heading toward the hovel she’s called home this season. She is simply moving forward, because she cannot bear the idea of standing still.
So Addie walks.
And at some point, she realizes she is no longer alone. There is a change in the air, a subtle breeze, carrying the leafy scent of country woods, and then he is there, falling in step beside her, stride for stride. An elegant shadow, dressed in the height of Paris fashion, collar and cuff trimmed in silk.
Only his black curls billow around his face, feral and free.
“Adeline, Adeline,” he says, his voice laced with pleasure, and she is back in the bed, Remy’s voice saying Anna, Anna into her hair.
It has been four years without a visit.
Four years of holding her breath, and though she will never admit it, the sight of him is like coming up for air. A terrible, chest-opening relief. As much as she hates this shadow, this god, this monster in his stolen flesh, he is still the only one who remembers her at all.
It does not make her hate him any less.
If anything, she hates him more.
“Where have you been?” she snaps.
Smug pleasure shines like starlight in his eyes. “Why? Have you missed me?” Addie doesn’t trust herself to speak. “Come now,” Luc presses, “you did not think I would make it easy.”
“It’s been four years,” she says, wincing at the anger in her voice, too close to need.
“Four years is nothing. A breath. A blink.”
“And yet, you come tonight.”
“I know your heart, my dear. I feel when it falters.”
Remy’s fingers folding hers over the coins, the sudden weight of sadness, and the darkness, drawn to pain like a wolf to blood.
Luc looks down at her trousers, pinned below the knee, the man’s tunic, open at the throat. “I must say,” he says, “I preferred you in red.”
Her heart catches at the mention of that night four years before, the first time he did not come. He savors the sight of her surprise.
“You saw,” she says.
“I am the night itself. I see everything.” He steps closer, carrying the scent of summer storms, the kiss of forest leaves. “But that was a lovely dress you wore on my behalf.”
Shame slides like a flush beneath her skin, followed by the heat of anger, at the knowledge that he was watching. Had watched her hope gutter with the candles on the sill, watched as she shattered, alone in the dark.
She loathes him, wears that loathing like a coat, wraps it tight around her as she smiles.
“You thought I would wither without your attention. But I have not.”
The darkness hums. “It has only been four years,” he muses. “Perhaps next time I will wait longer. Or perhaps…” His hand grazes her chin, tipping her face to meet his. “I will abandon these visits, and leave you to wander the earth until it ends.”
It is a chilling thought, though she does not let him see it.
“If you did that,” she says evenly, “you would never have my soul.”
He shrugs. “I have a thousand others waiting to be reaped, and you are only one.” He is closer now, too close, his thumb tracing up her jaw, fingers sliding along the back of her neck. “It would be so easy to forget you. Everyone else already has.” She tries to pull away, but his hand is stone, holding her fast. “I will be kind. It will be quick. Say yes now,” he urges, “before I change my mind.”
For a terrible moment, she doesn’t trust herself to answer. The weight of the coins in her palm is still too fresh, the pain of the night torn away, and victory dances like light in Luc’s eyes. It is enough to force her to her senses.