With unholy effort, I broke the kiss. Her eyes slowly came open and she smiled.
“That’s a kiss,” she whispered against my lips.
“Yeah, baby, that’s a kiss.”
And it tasted like heaven. But I was keeping that part to myself.
“Are you gonna invite me inside?”
“No.”
“You’re not?”
“Nope. I’m gonna put you in your car and send you home.”
Shiloh stiffened and jerked her head back. I loosened my hands in her hair and moved them to her shoulders, not ready to stop touching her but needing someplace safe to put my hands. Not that there was really a safe place anywhere on her body but her shoulders would have to do.
“Why?”
“Because if you come inside I’ll be tempted to fuck you. Or I’ll be more tempted to fuck you.”
“I want—”
I leaned forward and pressed my lips to hers. I could not hear Shiloh tell me she wanted to fuck me. Not when my dick was hard and aching. Not after that kiss.
“Not yet,” I told her.
“I thought…never mind.”
She quickly righted herself in the seat, leaned forward, grabbed her purse from between her feet, and went for the door. She was out of the truck before I could stop her. I hopped out and met her at the hood of her car.
“Hey.” I tagged her hand and she twirled to face me.
“Listen, Luke, I get it. We’re…um…friends.”
Baby, you don’t know the meaning of friends.
“Yeah, Shiloh, we’re friends. But we’re also something else. And so all of this doesn’t get twisted and fucked we’re gonna take it slow.”
“Slow? You call us naked in my bathtub with your hand between my legs slow?”
She has no clue how damn slow that was.
“When what I really wanted was to have you naked, not in your tub but on your bed, yeah that’s slow. And when what I really wanted was my fingers in your pussy, not guiding yours but inside you, hell yeah that’s slow. But really what I wanted most was my face between your legs knowing when you came it was my tongue that got you there, not my words. Now, you coming into my house when both of us are feeling the way we’re feeling right now would not be smart. No lie, Shiloh, I’d have you stripped naked in two seconds and I’d be tasting more than your mouth.”
There wasn’t much light coming from the streetlamps, but there was still enough illumination I could see her blue irises had darkened.
“You didn’t like what we did?” she whispered.
“Fucking hell,” I growled.
I gave her hand a yank until we were chest to chest. Shiloh’s head tipped back and mine tipped down. When I had her attention I continued, “Baby, you were naked in my arms fingering yourself. Your ass was rubbing on my dick while you were working yourself up. I had your tit in my hand and I was toying with your nipple. If I liked it anymore I’d be dead. Just so you know, we’re doing that again, but next time we’re doing it where I can watch and I’ll be joining you.”
I felt Shiloh shiver and saw her eyes widen. Then I realized my mistake. I shouldn’t have pressed my luck. Stubborn mixed in with desire and she smiled.
“Then let’s do that now.”
“Shiloh—”
“I’m not on birth control,” she announced. “I don’t have a condom with me. We’ll take all of yours and throw them away or poke holes in them. That way even if we want to we can’t go further.”
She smiled and shrugged like she’d just solved all of our problems.
And maybe she had.
“I don’t have condoms.”
“Then what are you waiting for?”
Good fucking question.
14
“Luke,” I whimpered and my back arched off the bed but my eyes stayed on him.
I was watching Luke and he was watching me.
This was after he’d stripped me naked two seconds after he’d locked his front door. After he’d tossed me onto the bed, told me to spread my legs, and made me watch him as he undressed. Once his chest came into view and without him having to tell me I started touching myself, this happened before his pants had hit the floor.
The good stuff started when he crawled into bed.
Unlike last night, he touched me while I touched myself. He instructed me to play with my nipples while he kissed the curve of my breast. He told me to play with my clit while he kissed my stomach and glided his fingertips along my inner thigh. Feeling Luke’s