Hott and Handled (The Hott Brothers #3) - Leah Sharelle Page 0,28
her chubby finger.”
“Yep,” I agreed proudly, “since the day we found out Makena was pregnant with her. We missed seeing Daxx born, didn’t even know he existed until he was three.”
“Oh my god! How did that happen?”
“Basically, my dad happened. Long story, which I will tell you one day, but the short of it is, Dad hated Makena’s dad and caused a fuck lot of heartache to get revenge. Collateral damage didn’t concern my father on his journey to self-righteousness, Makena and Daxx weren’t even a blip on his radar,” I muttered angrily, hating to talk about my father in such a way, but there was no other way to think about him now. He destroyed all feelings, and all good memories were replaced with disdain and anger.
Farron’s soft hand cupped the side of my face, gently turning my head until her pretty brown eyes came into view.
“Sorry Nixx, I didn’t mean to make you mad asking that question,” she whispered, her teeth pulling at her lip worriedly.
“Don’t be sorry for wanting to know about me. For you, I am an open book. You want to know something, then ask me. There is nothing I won’t tell you,” I argued vehemently. Getting off to a good start in our relationship was pretty important to me, being truthful a big part of that, from the size of my shoes to what my heart wanted. I will never keep anything from her, and in return, I expected the same.
“Baby.” Pausing, I ran my thumb over her lips and gently pulled at her bottom one releasing it from her teeth’s grasp. “I don’t anger easily, it takes a lot to get me riled up, my brother’s idiotic behaviour the only exception to that rule. Nothing about me is off-limits to you, and one day you will feel the same for me, you’ll see that I am serious about wanting us so much you will want to tell me everything on your mind. Share every secret, every dream, every idea.” Slipping my free hand around the back of her neck, I pulled her closer to me until her lips were a hair’s breadth away from mine. Onyxx now comfortably asleep on my shoulder, falling asleep while she was pulling at my ear. The little girl had a knack for sleeping anywhere and anytime, making her the prefect child.
“I wanted you to include me into your day, get to the point where I am always in your thoughts. Be the man you can talk to about anything and everything, and never afraid to ask anything.”
“You don’t want much do you, Nixx,” Farron said, with a shaky laugh.
“Don’t do that baby, don’t hide behind flippant humour, please. A relationship works because both people are all in it fully. Holding back even the most minute piece of yourself means you don’t trust me, Farron.”
Farron let her gaze slip to look at my mouth, with my free hand wrapped around her neck, I could feel the thumping of her pulse under my palm.
Sexual tension crackled between us, even with my sleeping niece nestled to one side, it was like there was only Farron and me, sitting so close to each other, breathing in each other’s air.
“What if you don’t like the real me?” Farron croaked out, refusing to look at me. “What if I don’t measure up or can’t … you know, do what a woman is supposed to do for a man.”
I felt my eyebrows pull together, confused for a minute what she was getting at, then it dawned on me, and my blood boiled right there and then.
“You are worried you won’t be able to satisfy me?” I enquired quietly, my teeth practically grinding in an effort to control myself from getting pissed off.
“It’s a legitimate concern,” she answered, closing her eyes.
“Look at me Farron. Baby, look at me,” I repeated, forcing her head back so I could see her stunning face and waited until she did my bidding and looked at me.
“Good girl,” I encouraged, “there is nothing more beautiful to me than your gorgeous face and amazing eyes. They are the window to your soul Farron, the truth behind your words.”
“Every time I sat in your restaurant, my dick was hard; all it would take was hearing your laugh, every night in bed when I grabbed my cock, closed my eyes, and conjured up your image, my dick exploded with just one pump. My imagination is good, but it paled in comparison to actually