Hot Sleep- The Worthing Chronicle - By Orson Scott Card Page 0,49
memory - a snatch from on old religious book that still haunted Noyock from the time his mother had drummed it into his head in childhood. Jazz smiled, and finished the passage, though Noyock hadn't spoken it aloud. "And they began to be merry."
Noyock looked at him, startled, and then suddenly stepped back. Jazz was still listening to
Hop's mind; he heard Noyock's final, sure realization of what he had come to suspect: Jazz is a Swipe.
"Of course," Jazz answered. "Didn't I tell you so?"
Hop's boisterous confidence disappeared. He stepped back, unsure what he should do now. If Jazz could so easily read his thoughts now, that meant that Jazz could have heard every other thought he'd had before. He was embarrassed. He turned to Arran, mumbled something. What he wanted to say was, Let's get out of here.
"Arran Handully," Jazz said. "With clothes."
"And Jazz Worthing, with his mind intact," she said. "It looks as though the tables have turned back again, doesn't it?"
"I try to be a graceful winner," Jazz said. "And I see you have lost none of your grace in losing."
"It's losing that we've come to talk about," Arran said, and Jazz heard in her mind a puzzlement as to why Hop had suddenly become so reticent. Wasn't it his job to try to influence his friend? "Captain Worthing, Hop and I have found something that we don't want to lose - "
"That we don't believe we have to lose - " Hop said, fumbling for words.
"If you can help us."
"If you're willing - you see, we - " and Hop gave up the struggle for the right words, quit trying to make sure his words matched the thoughts he knew Jazz was hearing anyway. "Dammit, Jason, you know what I'm trying to say. Save me the pain."
"You two have decided you love each other,"
Jazz said, "and in a sudden burst of domesticity you want me to have your memories taped so you can remember."
"That's it," Arran said, but Hop only turned away, his face red. "Hop," she said, "what's wrong?"
"He can hear us, dammit. He can hear every word we're thinking. He's a Swipe!"
Arran half - laughed, turned to look at Jazz, saw a beatific smile on his face, and whirled back to look at Hop. "How do you know!" she demanded.
"He's been reading my thoughts since we came in here. And for a dozen wakings before - it all fits together - "
"A Swipe!" Arran said, then laughed again, nervously. "You can read my - "
"Yes," Jason answered, quietly. "When I want to. If you had known that about me, you would have known the probe wouldn't work on me. I'm used to having other people's thought patterns imposed on my own. I almost fell asleep under the probe."
Arran fumbled for the chair. Sat down. Jazz listened as she tried to drain her mind of all the thoughts she didn't want Jazz to hear.
"You know," he said, "the more you think about what you don't want me to know, the better I can hear it."
It had taken only thirty seconds, and with that comment Arran was reduced to near - hysteria. "Hop!" she cried out. "Make him stop! Make him get out of my mind!" She was crying. Hop himself was trembling, but he understood what she felt, the insecurity of having no secrets.
"Jazz, please."
"I'm not listening right now, if that's all you're worried about," Jazz said. "But you see, don't you, why I never told you I was a Swipe until this waking. It makes other people very nervous. It makes them, in fact, want to kill me."
"I don't want to kill you," Arran said, regaining some control over her voice. "I just want to get out of here."
"I'm sorry, Arran," Jazz said. "You won't be able to rejoin the others now. If they knew I was a Swipe, they'd never go under somec at all."
"We'll promise not to tell," she said, and then she turned back and faced Jazz squarely. "Oh," she said. "You've already answered us, haven't you?"
"What do you mean?" Hop asked.
"You stinking Swipe bastard!" she shouted. "Why did you tell us that!"
Hop stood up, put his arm around her. "Arran, you aren't helping anything - "
"She's right, Hop," Jazz said, maintaining his calm. "If there were any chance that Abner Doon would let any of you have a memory tape, even you, Hop, I would never have let you