you dirty, so I can clean you up and do it all over again.”
The fantasy he painted triggered the insanity in my mind. I reached up and pulled him down over me. I spread my legs wider and pushed my hips up, taking him deeper, chasing that high. I looked him in his eyes, looked deep into his darken soul, and sealed my fate. “Promise,” I begged. “Promise me, Luca. Promise you’re going to stay inside me all night.”
Luca leaned down and, with his lips against mine, he said, “I’m going to stay inside you forever, Remy.”
I exploded around him. That starburst of pleasure consuming every nerve and every thought. My body shook as if this experience was my first. As if I’ve never had an orgasm before. I clung to him without shame and let me body absorb and express what it was feeling. Even when Luca snarled out his filth and froze above me, I was headless to it all. I knew he was cumming, but the desire and satisfaction coursing through my body make me selfish to my own paradise.
I’m not sure how long we laid on the table, but after a while, Luca straightened and brought me with him. His dick was so big, he remained lodged inside of me even though he was soft. We made a ridiculous picture, him standing still connect to me, me sitting on the edge of the table with my legs still open, fully dressed, like what we just did hadn’t rocked my world off its axis.
Luca hands came up, and cradling my face, forced me to face him head-on. “Inside these walls, there are going to be times when I’m going to use you up, Remy. I’m going to fuck you like a slut and take you like a paid whore.” I felt my body clench around his softness, and it should have been shameful to show him the vulnerability at his demeaning words. They shouldn’t be turning me on. “There are going to be times when I’ll make you beg, and times when I’ll even make you crawl to me on your hands and knees.”
“And outside these walls?” I asked, my voice cracking with sensations I couldn’t even name.
I sat there, an anvil on my chest, as Luca Benetti leaned down, pressed his forehead to mine, and said, “Outside these walls, I’m going to worship the ground you walk on, baby.”
Chapter 13
Luca~
Leaving Remy in bed was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. I’ve taken lives. I’ve made multi-million-dollar decisions. I’ve reconstructed the entire foundation of an entire crime organization. But walking out on Remy this morning, while she slept, had been the hardest thing I’ve ever done.
Last night had might as well have been a wedding ceremony. I had spent all night inside her delectable body, showing her what I was capable of when I had her naked and in my arms. I had dirtied her up just to get her clean to do it all over again. There wasn’t an inch of skin on her body that I hadn’t explored, and there hadn’t been anything she hadn’t let me do to her. By the time she fell out from use, my cock had unloaded in her pussy, her ass, and down her throat. It had been easy, dirty, frantic, and beautiful. And now I fucking owned that woman.
Remy Christian was mine.
This morning when I had messaged Sensio to come for me, I had also called Phoenix and told him I needed the best man we had for Remy. Francesca’s guard and Robbie’s guard were two of the best we had, and I needed someone exceptional for Remy. Even if that asshole hadn’t followed her to the café, if she was going to be in this life with me, she needed the best. It wasn’t until Emilio arrived that I allowed myself to leave her.
I had meant what I said to her last night. Within our bedroom walls, I was going to do some of the most degrading things to her body and say some of the filthiest things, but outside our bedroom, I was going to worship her and I didn’t give a fuck who saw it. Everyone needed to know who and what she was now. I’d never made it a secret how I felt about the treatment of women, so not many would be surprised to see just how high her pedestal went.