Since I didn’t know what she was begging for, and I was terrified it’d be for me to stop, I ignored her pleas. I kept driving into her body, making sure to bottom out as many times as I could. For the first time in my life, I wanted to be the best a woman’s ever had. I’ve always been confident in the bedroom, but this was different.
I wanted to be the best fuck this woman has ever fucking had.
I wanted to fuck every man before me from her body. I wanted to erase her memory of every man before me. When her pussy ached, I wanted her mind to automatically think of me to ease it. I wanted her addicted to my cock, and I wanted her depended on me to give it to her.
Holy shit.
I think I might be actually falling in fucking love with this girl.
She was unpredictable and untrustworthy and could ruin everything I’ve worked all my life to build, but I was pretty sure I was halfway already in love with her.
Soon, her cries of discomfort transitioned into sighs of pleasure. I could feel my cock sliding into her body with more ease. Robbie’s body was responding to the pleasure and soon the headboard was banging up against the wall with the ferociousness in which we were fucking each other. Robbie was taking everything I was giving her, and I knew there was no way I was giving this woman up.
No matter how much she disliked me.
“I’m going to cum,” she cried as her fingers dug into my shoulders and her body started to shake.
I crashed into her hard and as deep as nature would allow. “Give it to me, baby,” I grunted.
I looked down at the beauty in my arms as her eyes squeezed shut, and she threw her head back in pure ecstasy. “Ciro!” she screamed, and I rode her through her release. And because Jesus knew I was a good boy at heart, I got to see her lose her mind again as another wave assaulted her body. If a multiple orgasm didn’t lessen her hate for me, I didn’t know what would.
That second explosion also brought around mine. White spots danced behind my eyes as I emptied myself inside the condom. Regret at not cumming inside her body felt like a rush of betrayal in this moment.
I should have fucked her raw.
With her body still twitching around me, I looked down at her and almost laughed. I’d done a lot of things for my sister, even risked my life for her. But I never imagined falling in love with this woman would be a result of looking out for Frankie. I dropped my head and kissed the pulsing vein on Robbie’s neck thinking the fucking things I do for my sister.
Suddenly, I felt Robbie’s entire body still beneath me.
I closed my eyes and let out a deep, remorseful sigh.
I said the fucking words out loud.
Motherfucker.
Pulling back, I looked down at Robbie. Gone was any kind of rapture. Gone was any kind of emotion. “Robbie-”
Her hands started pushing at my chest. “I…I need to take a shower,” she spoke up. “And…I need to clean this mess.”
I let her push me back because I knew I fucked up. I also knew I could fix it, though. I just needed to give her some space before explaining what I meant. This woman wasn’t actually open to discussion when she was upset. And I realized just how upset she was by my words when she said, “You can just throw the condom on the floor. I’ll clean it up later.”
Yep.
She wanted me the fuck out of her house.
Chapter 18
Roberta~
There was only one thing that would get me out of this mess.
I had to come clean with Gary and Merrick.
In the shower, scrubbing away the shame of spreading my legs for Ciro, I realized I needed to do what I should have done from the beginning.
I should have handled this shit on my own.
Desperation was no excuse. Even the fearing for my life wasn’t. I never should have called Frankie, dragging her, her husband, and her brother into my mess. I had been seconds away from convincing myself that my eagerness to be with Ciro was because I was probably half-way in love with him, but then, he hit me with his ever-present honesty.
No wonder he had asked me if I was sure before bedding me. No wonder he had insisted on no