Holding his Hostage - Amy Gamet Page 0,9
noticed the worn-out seams on her jeans, the sewn-up strap on her purse, the hole in the sole of her sneaker. More important, he noticed the occasional bruise or shiner, and the way she jumped when approached from behind.
He’d been drawn to her, fueled by his need to protect and defend the innocent, and later by the fiercest cravings of his body. She was sweetness and light, with eyes that could see deep into his soul and a touch that could set him on fire.
If he was being honest, their relationship held a kind of intensity he hadn’t experienced since. He’d told himself it was because they were young, because she was his first, but as soon as she’d stood in his kitchen tonight, he knew he’d been lying to himself. The intensity was right where he’d left it, invisible at her feet, waiting only for him to pick it up and hang on for the ride.
Only difference was, now he knew where that ride would lead, and it was a road he had no desire to travel again. When she’d left him for Regan, he learned what was really important to her. Financial security. Escaping from this town and her abusive father. A promise in the form of a thin gold band, no matter who had slipped it on her finger.
Joanne had been looking for someone to save her. He had been looking for love. He refilled his drink.
What had happened with her husband? Clearly she and the kids were on their own, but he’d wager money there was more to that story than met the eye, and it wouldn’t surprise him if David Regan was somehow responsible for the mess she was in. As far as Sloan was concerned, Regan was an asshole.
He’d moved to town senior year, and Sloan had a bad feeling about that guy from the moment they met. But even if you’d warned him that six months later Regan would be married to Sloan’s girl, he never would have believed it.
Betrayal was like that, knocking you down when you least expected it.
Yeah, he would definitely not be picking up with Joanne again, intensity be damned. He’d give her the money she needed, make sure she was okay, and wish her well on her way out the door. Get his goddamn bed back. Wash her scent off his sheets. Hell, maybe he would burn them.
There was a knock on the study door. “Can I come in?” she called.
“Sure.”
Her skin glowed in the dim light, her dark hair swept back from her face to reveal the curve of her neck. The sweet scent of soap and shampoo wafted to him on the air. “I hope you don’t mind, I took a shower.”
Mind that you stripped naked in my house and wrapped yourself in one of my towels? I’ll have to burn those, too.
“Not at all.”
She passed the couch and settled into a leather club chair closest to him, draping her legs over the armrest, just as she used to do. There was a familiarity to her being here that he found both comforting and ominous, and he wondered if a moth felt this exact sensation while staring into a flame.
“Lucas is asleep, finally. Fiona never woke up. I’m not so sure about April. What are you drinking?”
“Scotch. Want some?”
She nodded and he resisted the urge to pass his glass for her to sip. Instead he rose, taking a clean one from a sideboard and pouring from a crystal decanter that had once been his father’s. “Did you have enough blankets?”
“Plenty. Thank you for giving up your bedroom and letting us stay.”
“You can stop thanking me now.” An image of her snuggled up in his bed appeared unbidden in his mind, stolen moments when she’d snuck in to spend the night with him. His mom had let her all but live in their house, so long as she returned to her own every evening. Little did Evelyn know how rarely that actually happened.
As if reading his mind, Jo asked, “How is your mom these days?”
She’d always been able to do that, seeming to sense exactly what he was thinking when he said nothing at all. Once, it had been endearing, but now, it unnerved him. “She’s good. Spends most of her time traveling.” He finished his drink and resisted the urge to refill it. “That’s her camper in the driveway. ”
“I didn’t notice.”
“You didn’t? Thirty-two feet of freedom, she calls it.”
She laughed softly. “Good for her. Your