Hired Hottie - Kelsie Rae Page 0,74
my question.”
“What question?” I murmur, trying, and failing, to maintain eye contact with him.
“What are you doing here?”
“I wanted to ask Levi something.”
“And what’s that?”
It’s not any of his business. I know this, and I’m pretty sure he knows this too, but a small part of me is too much of a people pleaser to voice that fact out loud.
Instead, I clear my throat, roll my shoulders back, and look him straight in the eye. “I wanted to know why he turned down the job.”
“He what?” Conner’s voice almost cracks in surprise.
Interesting. Apparently, Levi’s been keeping more secrets.
Lifting my thumb over my shoulder while not really caring I just divulged a piece of precious information to the enemy, I mutter, “I should go.”
“Wait.”
I pause in my retreat then look him straight in the eye. “What do you want, Conner?”
He’s still on my shit list. Mainly because he left out a crucial detail during the grand opening. He failed to mention that Levi backed out of the deal. I’m not sure if it would’ve changed the outcome between me and Levi, but still. He’s not as much of a victim as he’s portraying himself to be, and it pisses me off.
“I want you to tell me how you know Levi got the job offer, and why he would turn it down.”
Mirroring him, I cross my arms and give him a glare. “I don’t know why he turned it down. If I did, I wouldn’t be standing here in front of your door now, would I?”
“Why are you pissed at me?” he asks defensively.
“First of all, you’re just as pissed as I am. Don’t even bother to deny it. Second, I know what happened. I know that you didn’t tell me the whole truth. I know that Levi backed out before you gave your presentation. I know that you probably tried to salvage it, but you still knew you weren’t going to be able to compete with Levi. I know that you were the one who approached him and planted the idea of whoring me out to you.”
He flinches back a few inches as if I’ve physically assaulted him. With a deliberate shake of his head, he replies, “Don’t put all this on me, Charlie. I liked you, okay? I genuinely liked you. Yeah, I felt like I was drowning at Montague Enterprises, and I wanted to throw in the towel. And yeah, I’m the one who approached Levi in the first place. But it wasn’t because I was only interested in getting in your pants, okay? I wanted a real chance, and I thought he could convince you to give it to me. Little did I know, you didn’t push me aside because I was an ass to you when we were little. Hell, you didn’t do it because you were innocent and scared of having a real relationship like Levi assumed. You pushed me aside because you were in love with your best friend, who never thought about you the way you thought about him until I came along. Am I right?”
My face reddens, a fresh wave of anger bubbling beneath the surface.
But still, he pushes me. “Say it, Charlie. Admit that you’re in love with someone who never saw you as anything more than a friend until he finally realized you were going to slip through his fingers.”
“Fine! You’re right! Okay? You’re right. I’ve been in love with Levi McCoy for as long as I can remember. Yet, he was willing to push me into someone else’s arms in hopes of getting a job.” Chest heaving, I shove my hair away from my face and turn to leave before I run into a brick wall. Or at least it felt like one until the familiar scent washes over me.
A strong set of arms wrap around my tiny frame, pulling me tight as a soft sob slips out of my lips.
“Shhh…,” Levi croons. “It’s okay.”
I shake my head against his broad chest and fight back the cries of frustration and hurt that are begging to be released.
“It’s not okay,” I choke out before grabbing onto his T-shirt and fisting the material in my hands. I’m mad at him. I’m mad at Conner. I’m mad at myself for being a coward for so many years. Why did I never tell him how I felt? Why did I wait for some screwed up situation like this before I finally took the leap and pursued something with him? Why did he betray me?