Heart of Glass - By Sasha Gould Page 0,103
the unmasked face is timid. My whole body tenses.
“What are you doing here?” I ask.
“I invited her,” says Grazia, placing a hand on my arm. “We must hear her out.”
Paulina bobs in a hasty half curtsy, not moving from the doorway. She wears a simple black mourning dress and holds a small purse. “I’m sorry,” she says. The women watch her solemnly. “I’m so sorry for everything. You must understand—I was led astray. I let Carina pour her poison into my ear. I—”
“Please!” I say. “Don’t try and pretend you were enchanted. You’ve always known your own mind, Paulina.”
She begins to cry, a sad, lonely figure. No one goes to her. She looks like a little girl, abandoned. Despite everything, I feel a pang of sympathy, but it’s not enough.
“You betrayed us,” I say. “You betrayed my friendship. You betrayed Venice.”
“Please.” She sniffs. “I have no one.”
“What about Carina?” asks Grazia.
Paulina dries her eyes, reaching inside the purse clutched at her waist. She approaches the table and slips a sealed creamy envelope towards me across its surface. “She has gone. This is for you, Laura.”
Grazia stands and seizes her arm. “You must come with us, Paulina,” she says.
The girl’s face is afraid. “Why? What will you do to me?”
Grazia sighs. “We need to speak with you, that is all. Have no fear, you will not be harmed.”
While Grazia and the other elders take Paulina into another room, I go to the fireside and hook my thumb under the wax seal on the back of the envelope. It pops open and I tug out a thick piece of paper. The brown ink flickers in the light from the fire as I read the note.
Dearest Laura,
This is not over. I swear to always be a plague on your happiness. One day Venice will spit you out and I will be there to erase every last memory of you. You may have married a prince, but you will die a bride to grief and pain.
That is my promise.
Carina
I watch the paper tremble in my grasp. I take a breath and focus my mind until I am calm and my hand is steady. Such threats are easy to make, but I refuse to live my life in fear. I lean over the flames to hold the corner of the note against a glowing orange coal. Instantly, it catches fire, sending a column of smoke swirling up the chimney. I drop the note and envelope and watch the red wax seal melt as the paper shrivels and chars. Soon, nothing is left.
“What was that?” asks a member wearing a dove’s mask.
I shake my head. “Nothing of any merit,” I say.
Ten minutes or more pass before the elders and Paulina return. Grazia addresses the room.
“Some of our group would like to allow Paulina another chance,” she says. “But the voice that will decide is that of our new leader.”
New leader? We haven’t discussed this at all. Grazia slips a hand into her sleeve and pulls out a pouch. She shakes its contents into her open palm and I spot a glimmer of dull silver. Then she approaches me and holds out a ring I know well, mounted with a small ruby.
“I d-don’t understand,” I stutter. I look about the room and see the other members of the Segreta watching me. I can sense their smiles.
“It was a unanimous vote,” Grazia says. She takes my hand and slips the ring on it, the silver cool against my skin. It fits perfectly. I hold my hand up in the candlelight and turn my wrist. The ring looks as if it was made for me, even though I remember seeing it on the papery skin of the woman I helped to die. “It’s as Allegreza would have wanted,” Grazia adds softly.
Is this really true? Am I to be the new leader of the Segreta?
“I’m not sure.… I don’t think I—”
Grazia tuts. “Don’t insult us,” she says quickly. “Do you not think that these women—the most powerful and influential in Venice—know best? Without you, we would be no more. Allegreza always thought so much of you. She may have been harsh at times, but it was only because she wanted you to be prepared when this day arrived.”
Truly, I am honored. I take off my mask, and the other women do the same. I gaze from face to face.
“I will be your servant as long as you will have me,” I promise my friends. The last face my eyes come to rest on is Paulina’s. She is staring at the ground.
I think about everything I’ve been through. Incarceration, betrayal, death and marriage. I’m still here, aren’t I? Paulina has been weak, but she has returned to face the consequences. She has lost a husband, while mine was saved. She has broken her vows, but then, so have I.
I nod. “You are welcome to join us again,” I say.
The smile that breaks out as Paulina lifts her head is filled with such hope and relief I cannot help myself. I take my old friend in my arms and feel her sobbing into my shoulders. She mutters, “Thank you, thank you,” again and again.
After a time, I take my place at the head of the table. The fire is dying in the grate and soon it will be time to separate again.
“The Segreta are a force for good,” I say. “We have been sorely tested, but we have prevailed. A city cannot stand proud without a strong backbone. You are the reason that Venice remains intact.”
I turn to one of the curtained windows. Beyond it, beneath the blanket of night, lies the city. What secrets are unfolding, even now? I stroke the ring on my finger and feel its weight on my hand.
“Ladies, our work has only just begun.”
About the Author
Sasha Gould lived in Venice until she was nine years old. She later studied fashion in London. Her favorite things are opera, ballet, and romantic movies. She lives in the Lake District of England with her cat, Tosca, and writes about Venice, the beautiful city she knows and loves.
Table of Contents
Cover
Other Books by This Author
Title Page
Copyright
Acknowledgments
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
About the Author
Table of Contents
Cover
Other Books by This Author
Title Page
Copyright
Acknowledgments Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
About the Author