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arrived moments after Bethanne, and they sat across from one other and compared socks. Elise had knit socks before and turned the heel, but never on two circular needles, which requires a different technique.

"This is a lovely job," I said, studying Elise's work. Every stitch was perfectly formed. I felt she was a very purposeful knitter - and I had the impression that was exactly how she went about her life, too.

Courtney was the last one to get there. She rode her bike and parked it outside the shop, chaining it to the light post. I could tell she'd lost more weight. I wanted to say something about how good she looked, but I was afraid my compliment might embarrass her.

"Sorry I'm late," Courtney said, bursting into the shop like a sudden squall. She removed the helmet and shrugged off her backpack as she took her seat. Within a minute or two she was set up with her knitting, ready to learn.

"How did everyone do?" I asked. We'd already reached the most difficult stage of knitting socks and that was the gusset. In my opinion, the technique has been simplified by the two-needle method, but there are still knitters who prefer the four or five double-pointed needle approach. I know that socks can also be knit on a single 40-inch needle in what is known as the "magic loop" method; personally, I'm most comfortable knitting and teaching with the two circular needles.

I carefully examined everyone's half-completed first sock and found that my students had done very well. We always went through this procedure, almost a little ritual, even if I'd already seen their work. There was something satisfying about it, maybe because of the way it formally acknowledged everyone's effort. Sitting with them, I described the next step of the process, then left them to knit.

"I just wish getting a job was this easy," Bethanne commented, knitting the stitches from one needle to the other.

Elise looked at her. "I've been giving this matter of a job some thought. Where have you applied?"

"Everywhere," she cried, and her voice fell with discouragement. "Everywhere I can think of," she amended. "The truth is, I hate not being available for my children."

"Your children are old enough to be on their own, aren't they?" Margaret said, feeling free to leap into the conversation despite helping a paying customer. "I've got two daughters," she continued, oblivious to my frown, "and I leave them."

Bethanne considered that for a moment. "Do you feel good about it?"

Margaret shrugged. "Actually, their father's home this summer and I'm glad of it. We'd both rather he was working, but he's been able to spend time with the girls and gotten much closer to them."

"Well, to be honest, I'm afraid to leave Annie alone," Bethanne said. I saw Courtney give her a quick glance. "Annie's not...quite herself and...well, after the upheaval in their lives, I'd rather be around to keep an eye on her. It isn't that I don't want to work - I do! But at the same time, I want to give an employer my best and I won't be able to do that if I'm constantly worried about what's happening at home."

I remembered how hard Brad found this situation as a single father. Cody was eight this year, and he hated the idea of going to day care, but he was too young to be on his own.

"So, Elise - you said you'd been thinking about this?" Bethanne murmured.

"I have."

"I've given it my best shot," Bethanne said, shaking her head. "I've applied for everything from waiting tables - I'm so grateful they didn't hire me - to a receptionist for a dentist. And just about everything in between."

"You really weren't interested in that job at the dentist's either, were you?" Elise asked.

"Not really."

Elise laughed. "That's what I thought. No one will hire you with that attitude."

"But I need a job - and soon - otherwise I'm going to end up homeless," she said grimly.

I knew that must be an exaggeration; still, I understood how worried she was about finances. I wished there was enough business so I could hire her myself, but there wasn't and I couldn't.

"Every time we talked about this, you said your only real skill was throwing parties, especially kids' birthday parties."

There'd been various discussions about the parties Bethanne had planned for her children through the years. She obviously did have a knack for it.

Bethanne nodded, with a woeful shrug. "Unfortunately, no one's going to hire me