For the Girls' Sake - By Janice Kay Johnson Page 0,15
of the conference room and, with his hand on her elbow, hustled her past the cluster of lawyers and administrators lying in wait.
Over his shoulder, he told them brusquely, "We’ll be in touch once we figure this out."
Lynn imagined the consternation brewing at their abrupt departure. Together.
She and Adam Landry rode down silently in the elevator, Lynn painfully conscious of his physical presence. She caught him glancing at her once or twice, but each time he looked quickly away, frowning at the lighted numbers over the door. Of course, he couldn’t help being so imposing at his height, with broad shoulders and the build of a natural athlete. Nor could he help that face, with Slavic cheekbones and bullish jaw and high forehead that together made him handsome enough to displace George Clooney in a woman’s fantasies.
She was glad that Shelly looked like her mother and not her father. It would have been too bizarre for words to see her daughter in this stranger’s face. As though they must have been together and she just didn’t remember it, or else how could she have breast-fed his child, raised her, loved her?
Heat suddenly blossomed on her cheeks. Had he had the same thought, she wondered, about her? As though he must know her on a level deeper than he understood? No wonder he didn’t want to look at her!
When the elevator doors opened, he gripped her arm again as if she wouldn’t know where to go without his guidance. Habit, she gathered, when he was with a woman. "Where are you parked?"
"My car is right out in front."
He urged her forward, his stride so long she had to scuttle along like a tiny hermit crab just to avoid falling and being hauled ungracefully to her feet. Outside the hospital doors, Lynn balked.
Adam Landry looked so surprised when she pointedly removed her elbow from his bruising grip that she might have been amused under other circumstances.
"My car is right over there." She gestured. "I don’t see a purse snatcher lurking. I can make it on my own, thank you, Mr. Landry."
"Adam."
"Adam," she acknowledged. "I’ll see you Saturday."
The lines around his mouth deepened. "We’ll be there."
Neither moved for an awkward moment. Then he bent his head in a stiff goodbye and stalked away across the parking lot. With a sense of unreality she watched him go, wondering how she would have viewed him if they’d passed in the halls earlier, before she knew who he was.
I would have thought he must be a doctor, she decided. He had that air of money and command, as though he could make life and death decisions before breakfast and assume it was his right.
He would be a tough opponent, way out of her league.
Then she didn’t dare let him become an opponent, Lynn thought again. Although she disliked the idea acutely, she must accommodate him, coax him, play friends—do whatever it took to stay out of court.
Her stomach roiled. It was bad enough that a divorced woman with a child had to spend the next twenty years somehow getting along with her ex-husband. Now she, Lynn Chanak, had gone one better: she had to get along with a man she hadn’t chosen, even if foolishly. A man she’d never married, never been close to—a total stranger. All for the sake of the child they shared.
For better or worse, they were tied together until Shelly and Rose were grown.
How bizarre did it get?
* * *
LYNN MADE THE LONG, winding trip back over the coastal range to the Pacific Ocean and home. Her instinct was to collect Shelly right away, to reassure herself by her daughter’s presence that nothing would ever change, that they were a family.
But there were things she didn’t want Shelly to hear, and she should make some phone calls first.
She got Brian’s answering machine and started to leave a halting message, feeling like an idiot. Why was she always taken aback when the beep sounded and she had to talk onto a tape? But this time she’d barely begun when he picked up the phone.
"Yeah, I’m here."
"I, um, I told you I’d found her."
"Our daughter."
"Yes." She took a breath. "Today I saw pictures of her. She has your eyes. And my hair."
Strangely, what flitted into her mind at that moment wasn’t the photo, but rather the potent way Adam Landry’s gaze had touched her and the grit in his voice when he’d said, "She looks like you."