places. I knew it was crazy. It was too soon and I was jumping the gun and blah, blah, blah. But even if he didn’t move in right away, I had a feeling he would eventually. He was sick of sleeping in the bunk bed at his parents’ house, and I somehow doubted that once I had a place of my own, he wouldn’t become a regular fixture. The next natural step was cohabitation. It would be convenient above all—or at least, that was the reason I gave for allowing myself such a frivolous musing. It wasn’t like we could ever stay at his place, although I’d suggested it once as a novelty. Apparently, he drew the line at hooking up with his mother under the same roof.
When he put it that way, I saw his point.
It’d made me wish I’d been as carefree as Ivy was when we were teenagers. If I’d accepted her many invitations to hang out with the Bennet brothers, Kash and I might have dated then. I would have snuck into his room while one of his brothers distracted their mom with Jane Eyre. Kissed him in the greenhouse when life was still shining with promise on the horizon. Been part of a hundred Bennet dinners and the undeniable feeling of belonging that clung to them like summer. I mourned the years we hadn’t had together. I wondered what my life would have been like if we’d gotten together all those years ago. If I would have gone to LA or stayed in New York, if I would have even ended up being a wedding planner.
The thought shocked me, left me flapping in the wind like a luffing sail. I couldn’t imagine another profession for myself, not even under duress. But for Kash, I might have.
I’d do just about anything for him.
The delivery van pulled to a stop at the service entrance to Skylight, and Kash smiled over at me as he put it in park.
“You ready for this?” he asked, concern flickering over his otherwise affable face.
“Ready as I’ll ever be. And just think—tonight, we will be through with the Felixes.”
“What if they have another event?”
“They do, an anniversary party for Alexandra. But Addison has already taken it over—she informed me this morning. I’d like to think it wasn’t to throw me today, of all days, but I know better. But want to hear something funny?”
“Always.”
“I’ve never been so happy to have a client stolen out from under me.”
He chuckled, leaning over the wide space between the captain’s chairs for a kiss, which I happily provided. And with that, we stepped out of the van.
I could already feel the hum of action that waited for me inside, but there was also a buzzing anxiety—my interns weren’t waiting for me and weren’t answering my texts. So once Kash had the first cart loaded, we headed inside to see what the holdup was. The elevator ride was quiet, which was unlike us on its own. But he seemed to know I needed to roll through a string of paranoid fantasies about what had gone wrong just to get it out of my system. Like maybe there was a fire. Or a salmonella outbreak. Or the cake had exploded. Or a flock of pigeons had kamikazeed into the skylight and busted it into a trillion irreparable pieces.
But what I found when the elevator doors opened was far, far worse.
Addison Lane wore that cruel smile of hers, the superior one she liked to don when I was in trouble. Her dark eyes shifted from me to Kash, taking a moment to look down the length of him slowly enough that I fantasized about flying at her like a bat to scratch her eyes out.
“Look at you, riding the service elevator like a plumber.”
“What are you doing here?” I said with a false smile as I strode toward her, back straight and the facade of confidence firmly in place.
“You didn’t actually think I’d let you do this alone, did you? This is one of the biggest accounts at Archer, and I’m not about to sit back and wait for you to screw it up.”
Kash stiffened beside me, cart in his big hands and his brows holding back thunder.
But I just kept smiling, my concern clutched in a headlock. “Do what you have to do. Where are my interns?”
“I’ve got them directing the staff as they set up the tables in the ballroom.”