us all, but she was unfazed, strutting her way to the exit with surprising grace for someone so tanked.
As she and Brock passed, she caught sight of Lila and shifted, beelining in our direction, her face darkening. She was looking for a fight and had Lila in her crosshairs. I moved to put myself in her path, prepared to throw her over my shoulder if I had to, but fortunately, I didn’t. To his credit, Brock kept ahold of her, whispering something in her ear that made her laugh. That laugh was at Lila’s expense—I knew strictly through observation. With a spiteful glance in our direction, they walked away.
When Lila exhaled, it was a thousand years of relief she let go. She brightened by increment, giving me a fleeting kiss before bounding off to wrap up her last duties. And I leaned back on the bar and watched her go, my foot hooked on the barstool rung and my heart on fire.
All I’d wished for, all I’d wanted, she’d delivered with the deepest affection. The admission had released me, the truth of her feelings sunshine on the fog of my doubt.
She wanted more. She wanted me. And this wouldn’t end. At least not because we didn’t try.
And I hoped beyond hope that we could find a way to make that work.
Find a way, I vowed as she strode toward me.
The smile on her face shouldn’t have been as fresh as it was for two in the morning. “You ready?” she asked.
With a nod, I stood, offering my arm. And out the door we went, into the cold New York night. I stepped to the curb, hand in the air and whistle on my lips. And within a minute, we were sliding into the warm cab, closing the night out behind us.
I gave him the address as Lila slid across the bench to nestle into my side with another sigh, this one lazy, sleepy.
“You finally run out of energy?” I asked, kissing the top of her head where it rested on my shoulder.
“Maybe a little,” she admitted. “This always happens—the letdown after a long night. It feels so good to not have to wear that mask anymore.”
“I don’t know how you do it.”
“Sometimes, I don’t either. I just turn it on when it needs to be on, and I leave it on without regard for how much electricity it takes. That is, until I get the bill.” She shifted to stretch her legs a little, rolling her ankles.
“Feet hurt?”
“Nope.”
I leaned back to look at her.
“I can’t feel them.”
A laugh slipped out of me. “Well, I’ll get you out of them soon enough. And the rest of this.”
She mock pouted. “What, you don’t like the rest of this?”
“Oh, trust me, I do. I just like you out of them even more.”
A happy sigh left her. “Thank you. For coming with me. I thought it would never end.”
“Psh, please. That was the most fun people-watching I’ve had in ages.”
“The rich and ridiculous are entertaining, if not a nightmare to work for. Did you see Ariana Grande trying to climb onto the aerial setup?”
“When she was on Shawn Mendes’s shoulders, trying to reach one of the girls? I don’t know if she was sober enough to realize she was short by at least fifteen feet.”
She laughed. “No, when she climbed up on the catwalk. It took three security guards to get her down.”
“Thank God she didn’t fall. What about when Katy Perry came out in that pineapple costume?”
“Her hat was a paper umbrella! I don’t even know why she did it, but watching her dance in it the rest of the night was the highlight of the whole ordeal.”
“Better than having to clean up Gwyneth Paltrow’s sick?” I asked.
She groaned, still laughing. “I have never seen so much vomit come out of a single human being in my life.”
“Ninety percent kale, ten percent gin.”
Another groan, this one coupled with a swat to my chest. “I mean, it was awfully green.”
I shuddered. “File under Things I’d Never Like to See. I totally had a thing for her when I was a kid.”
She twisted in my arms to give me a look. “You. A fan of Gwyneth Paltrow movies.”
“I’ll have you know, I have a very diverse movie repertoire.”
Her look intensified.
“I have an older sister, you know,” I admitted, which only eased the look by a hair. “And we take turns distracting my mother by watching period dramas with her. Emma is one of her favorites.”