The Forever of Ella and Micha - By Jessica Sorensen Page 0,65
up.”
“You’re at my house?” I rub my eyes and check the time on the clock.
“Yeah, I’m standing in front of the door.”
I stumble out of bed and hurry to the door in my boxers, with the phone still held up to my ear. Flipping the porch light on, I swing open the door. The light hits her swollen eyes and the red streaks on her cheeks from the dried-up tears. She’s wearing a pair of striped shorts, with flip-flops on her feet, and her hair is pulled up in a messy bun. She has no bra on under the thin tank top she’s wearing and I can see her nipples through the fabric.
“What are you doing?” I haul her inside the house to hide her barely covered body away from the eyes of anyone else. Her skin is ice cold and she’s shivering. “Did you walk here?”
She shakes her head and hugs her arms around herself. “No, I took the bus.”
My gaze skims her bare legs and her perky nipples. “Dressed like that?”
She shrugs and sinks down into the couch, grasping an envelope in her hand. “There was hardly anyone on it.”
Turning the lamp on, I sit down on the couch and put my arm around her shoulder, desperate to make her feel better. “What happened? And what’s that in your hand?”
She gives me the crinkled envelope with her name and address on it. “This came in the mail yesterday.”
I turn it over, noting that she’s opened and read whatever is inside. “Who’s it from?”
She taps the return address with her finger. “It’s from my dad.”
Shit. “What did he say?”
She stares at the floor, her eyes enlarged. “That he was sorry and that what happened to my mom wasn’t my fault. That it was his because he was the adult and he never should have left that kind of responsibility on a child. That he should have been home taking care of his family instead of at the bar… and that he loves me.” Tears flood her eyes and stream down her cheeks as her breathing becomes erratic. “I’ve wanted him to say that forever.”
The ache in her voice almost makes me cry. She climbs onto my lap and buries her face into my chest, sobbing as she clutches desperately onto me. I scoop her up in my arms and carry her back to my bedroom where I lie down with her.
With each tear shed, she steals more of my heart, until she owns it completely. I realize that even through the hard times I’m sure we’ll face, I’ll never be able to walk away from her.
I wake up with Ella’s head pressed into the crook of my neck and her arms clasped firmly around my waist, as if she feared I’d sneak off in the middle of the night.
She bawled her eyes out until she passed out and my heart nearly broke in two. Even though it makes me feel horrible, I sometimes hate her fucking family. They took a beautiful girl who was full of life and who could have done amazing things and crushed her into pieces. Although she’s fixable—I can see that now—she is still so broken and vulnerable.
“Rise and shine. We gotta hit the road.” Ethan bangs the door open, and when he takes in the situation, his face drops. “You are still going, aren’t you?”
I nod as Ella snuggles closer to me. “Yeah, give me like fifteen minutes or so.”
“Whatever, man. Just hurry your ass up.” He walks away, leaving the door wide open.
“Baby, are you awake?” I whisper in her ear and kiss the sensitive spot on her neck.
Her shoulder shivers upward as she nods her head with her eyes closed. “How could I sleep through Mr. Loud Mouth?”
I nibble at the tip of her earlobe and breathe in the scent of her hair. “I have to get ready to go… Are you sure you don’t want to come with us? I really want you to.”
Her leg hitches around my hip and her body bows into me. “I think I—I want to come with you guys, but I have to go back to my place and pack a bag real quick. And I have to stop by and do a quick visit with my therapist. We have to see if Lila will go with us too. I don’t want her here alone.”
My body stiffens from her intimate touch. “Alright, but you know Ethan’s gonna complain the entire time.”