I scissored my fingers carefully, loving the snug fit. The tight clasp, and like that, it was too much. I pulled free, released her hands, and before she could complain, I hauled her up into my arms.
In seconds, we were in the bedroom. I carefully settled her on the bed, shucked out of my shorts, and grabbed a condom.
“I-I’m on the pill,” she whispered, and my fingers froze around the foil wrapper.
I’d never trusted any bitch when she’d told me that, but Aoife?
I did, and that scared the shit out of me.
When I stared at her, my eyes burning with my need, her tone turned nervous as she whispered, “Irregular periods.”
I gritted my teeth, clenched my jaw, and tensed the rest of my body.
I wanted in her so fucking bad that I couldn’t think past getting inside her. But I was sweaty. Dirty, and I really didn’t want to go for a shower now.
For a second, I realized how on edge I was. How close to losing control I felt. Then, I released a shuddery breath, and in a tone that brooked no argument, I bit off, “Next time.”
Her eyes widened, but she nodded eagerly and held out her arms to me. Quickly sheathing my cock and regretting every shitty second of it, I turned to her, loving how she clung to me as I sank onto her.
“This pussy is mine, isn’t it, Aoife?” I breathed against her mouth as I settled my cock between her spread lips, feeling the molten heat and wanting to sob that bare skin wasn’t touching bare skin.
“It is,” she whimpered. “All yours.”
“Always mine?” I demanded.
“A-Always,” she mewled.
That was music to my fucking ears, so I reared up, and slipped the tip of my cock into her. She clenched around me like she had the first time, and getting inside her was still a fucking back-breaking task, one I was willing to suffer through—the thought made me grin inwardly.
When I was finally inside her, she was panting, and her tits were jiggling all over the place. I eyed them, eyed her, then I grabbed her hands, bridged our fingers, and placed them on either side of her head. Pinning her down, keeping her in place.
As I looked her square in the eye, I began to pump into her. Slow, deep. Thrusting all the way inside before almost pulling all the way out.
Her eyes watered as we watched one another, and it was such an intense moment that I could understand why. Mine burned, too, and I realized I’d never felt this close to anyone, anyone, in my entire fucking life.
What was it with this woman?
Why did she get to me like this?
I’d noticed it from the start, and it had never been a problem. I knew that wouldn’t be the case with anyone else, though. Anyone else, I’d have begrudged this closeness that had appeared like a genie floating from a lamp. But with Aoife? It was right.
It was good.
How it was supposed to be.
How long we stared at each other as I made love to her—yeah, I thought without a wince, this is making love—I couldn’t say. Time could have slipped through our fingers, or it could have raced past us. All I knew was that I was here, in this moment, with her.
When she cried out her release, she broke eye contact. Her head whipped from side to side as though she couldn’t contain all these feelings. I loved seeing her break, loved seeing her fall, and when her cunt clamped around me, intent on milking me dry, I let it. Knowing the next time I was inside her, I’d be feeling the real deal.
Each and every time was like a punch to the face. Not the best way to describe it, but it left me feeling punch drunk, and I slumped against her, loving how she curled her arms and legs around me, hugging me with her whole body.
My head settled against her chest, and I could hear the fast beat of her heart. It reassured me, and crazily enough, it sent me straight back to sleep.
***
Aoife
Something changed that morning.
After I told Finn we didn’t have to use condoms, he changed. Not in a bad way. But in an ‘I can’t get inside you enough’ way, and hell, I wasn’t about to complain about that.
He’d still fuck me until I sobbed, but those moments were interspersed with passionate kisses, and he’d started holding my hand. I’d never thought that could mean so