then I remembered we didn’t use those anymore. But was I even ready to have sex? Mentally, fuck, yes. Physically, no. It would hurt in the morning.
It wasn’t that I was frightened if I said no, he wouldn’t listen. I was frightened that if I said no, he’d listen too damn well, and I’d spend the rest of the night rocking the chick equivalent of a hard-on.
Finn would never be cruel. But cruel to be kind? Yeah. I could see him in that role if it meant saving me from myself.
Before I could say anything though, before I could even fret, I saw his shadow at the base of the bed and heard him murmur, “Spread your legs as wide as you can for me, sweetness.”
An internal shudder had me rocking my hips up and doing as bid. When I’d widened them as much as I could, I felt him crawl onto the bed and settle between my legs.
I shuddered when I felt his warm breath blow against the spread lips of my cunt, and then he lapped at my clit and I made a keening sound as my hips jerked back.
“Aoife.”
My name was a warning. My eyes flared wide at the sound of it. “F-Finn?”
“If you move a fucking inch, I will stop so fast it will give you whiplash. Do you understand?”
I believed him.
Clenching my eyes shut, I nodded quickly, then realized he couldn’t see me. “Y-Yes.”
He nipped at my inner thigh, then murmured, “I got you something.”
He had?
His fingers slipped higher until he’d caressed the entirety of my slit. He tutted under his breath. “So wet, you greedy little thing.”
“Only for you,” I rasped, and a guttural sound escaped him.
I knew I’d floored him with those three words. His hand curved into my thigh and his fingertips dug into the soft flesh there as he fought himself for control.
That I’d ruptured it with three words made my heart soar.
I had power over this man, and what woman in love didn’t want that? Not to use or abuse, just to know that I was important to him.
I wished like hell I could see him, see his eyes, and know, truly, what he was thinking, but that was like asking for the moon.
A semi-warm object touched my thigh. I almost jolted, then remembered what he’d said. It was a texture I knew, and my mouth curved at the prospect of Finn buying me a sex toy.
“Do you know how much it kills me to fill you with something that isn’t attached to me?” he growled, sounding utterly in pain.
“Then don’t,” I whispered. “I just want you.”
He pressed his face into my thigh. “Aoife, you’re fucking killing me here. Fuck!” His body jostled the bed slightly and I realized he’d readjusted himself because his cock had been pressing into the mattress.
“Please, just…” He swallowed. “Don’t talk, yeah? I’m too old to come again this soon.”
My lips curved and I bit at my bottom lip.
He tapped my thigh to grab my attention. “Understand?”
“I wasn’t supposed to talk,” I said with a pout, and he laughed slightly before I felt the toy move along my slit, rubbing down the length of it, getting soaked with all my juices.
“Fuck, you’re so wet,” he groaned as he pushed the toy in.
My eyes flared because it was thicker than anything I’d used before and faintly wider than even Finn. I was stuffed full.
“We can’t ease that itch deep inside you, but maybe filling you up will help,” he rasped, a second before he turned on the toy, releasing the faint buzz that shot down my nerve endings.
A keening cry escaped me, and my hands dug into the sheets, tearing them free from the mattress as I strained to remain still.
I wanted to fuck the air, rock my hips, get myself off, but I knew Finn would pull away from me entirely, taking the vibrator away and leave me desperate for him all night long.
My lungs felt frozen with panic as I clenched my eyes, trying not to move, desperately pleading with any saint who’d listen to make me stay still.
Then, Finn blew my brains by moving his mouth to my clit.
Oh. Sweet. Jesus.
I was full, vibrating, and he was sucking down on my clit better than a goddamn plunger.
Holy crap, how did he even do that? How was it possible?
I wasn’t sure if I could withstand not rocking my hips. The desire to alleviate this ache swelled inside me to the point where I could