guess,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
Kandace looked at it, noting the clothes draped over the thin gray blanket: two all-red uniforms, two white nightgowns, two pairs of white cotton underwear, and a white bra. Sitting on the floor was a set of black penny loafers. “Are you kidding me?” Kandace muttered softly, fingering the stiff fabric of the calf-length uniform skirt.
A red uniform? Seriously? Dark red, but still. She was sure it signified something. “Is fucking red the color designated to fallen women, or what?” she asked the other two girls, thinking of the story of Lilith Ms. Wykes had told.
“Shh,” the tall girl with black hair hissed. “If they catch you swearing, there’ll be a punishment.”
Kandace looked back and forth between the girls, noting they had the same short, shaggy haircut she now had. Evidently, violent, forced haircuts were status quo at Lilith House. “What’s with this fucked-up place?” she asked, lowering her voice as she swore again. “Is everyone here like Ms. Wykes? Because if so, we need to get PETA out here, stat.”
The girls glanced at each other. “Not exactly but . . . they all follow her lead. They do whatever she says. Unquestioningly,” the girl with black hair said. “The bird?” she asked.
Kandace nodded. “Is that part of every greeting?”
They shook their heads in unison. “We didn’t experience that. Apparently, she saves it for the girls she thinks need an immediate lesson in compliance. But we’ve heard talk of that and . . . well, we were walking by her office earlier and heard the . . . noises.”
Noises. That seemed like an insufficient word to describe the bird screams that still rang in her head.
Kandace turned toward the window, mentally shaking off the memory of what had been done to the poor creature . . . the awful sounds it had made as it died . . . She refused to think about it anymore, though. It had been done to control her, to horrify her, and Kandace refused to be controlled.
“Ms. Wykes told us about the natives who used to live in those woods,” the redhead said, and when Kandace turned toward her, she glanced at the black-haired girl who nodded. “She said one’s still out there, a war-mongering demon hungry for human flesh.”
Kandace laughed, but when the other girls did not, she put her hands on her hips. “You can’t be serious.”
The black-haired girl shrugged. “I don’t know, but a few girls have reported hearing drumming noises coming from the woods, and others have spotted . . . horns on walks around the property.”
Kandace resisted rolling her eyes. “So we’re not always kept on leashes?”
“The better your behavior, the more privileges you receive.”
“Of course,” she muttered. Just like any proper prison. She moved the clothes aside and sat down, the metal bedsprings squeaking. She sized up the girls, wondering if they were trustworthy or not then decided to risk it. “I’m Kandace Thompson, seventeen, from Los Angeles. I’m here because, according to my mother, and several judges, I’m a substance abuser and a thief. I flunked out of the sixth school my mother forced me into, and Lilith House is my last chance to straighten up, or I receive jail time for my most recent crime of stealing my latest stepfather’s Lamborghini, taking it on a joyride while high on ecstasy—that I purchased by pawning several pieces of my mother’s jewelry—totaling the car, and almost killing an eighty-year-old pedestrian. In my defense, that old lady came out of nowhere and was so hunched over, she barely appeared above my windshield.”
Neither girl looked particularly impressed, which meant she was in good company. Unless they’d been broken in or rather broken down. The girls seemed so . . . meek. That will never be me.
“Who are you and what are you in for?” Kandace asked.
The red-headed girl spoke first. “I’m Aurora Duncan. I’m sixteen, from Arkansas. I got here three months ago. I’m a chronic cutter.” She lifted her nightgown where seemingly hundreds of short red scars crisscrossed her milky thighs. “I’m self-destructive, socially awkward, and a rebellious academic failure, to name just a few.”
“Wow. You sound like a royal mess.”
“The mess part? Yeah.” Aurora pulled her nightgown back down and drew her legs to her chest.
“How long are you here for?”
“Until I show improvement.”
Kandace’s eyes widened. “No specific end date? Wow, that’s rough.”
The girl nodded. “Some girls stay here for years. I’m pretty sure my parents would be just as