“No. Shannon is. I don’t care if it was yesterday or last year. Corrie was a mistake. Any feelings I had for her are long gone, if they were ever there at all.”
Justin set his beer aside and fixed his eyes on Victor’s. “Then I need to tell you something.”
“I’m listening.”
“The day I left Tulum I told Shannon that if I wasn’t dating Deirdre, I would have asked her out.”
Victor’s forearms tensed. “What did Shannon say?”
“That I was the man of her dreams and she wished she could change my mind,” Justin said, deadpan.
Victor’s jaw started to ache.
“Damn, you’re easy.” Justin broke into a grin. “Stand down, Vic. She politely told me she wasn’t interested.”
Victor released the breath he was holding. “Asshole.”
Justin started to laugh.
Victor slapped his brother’s back a little too hard. “Payback’s a bitch.”
Chapter Twenty-Six
“I need to change our plans for Saturday,” Victor told her as they walked around the loft.
They’d only been there five minutes, and her excitement over meeting Victor was swept away by his words. “Oh.”
“I said change, not cancel,” he clarified as he dropped an arm on her shoulder as if it belonged there.
“Clarify, please.”
He walked her past Gary, who stood in the middle of the room watching them, and over to one of the three massive windows.
“I completely forgot about a charity fundraiser that I sponsor every year. I’d like you to come with me. It’s a dinner thing, kinda fancy. I’d skip out of it if I hadn’t purchased a table and already seated it with some of my biggest clients and their spouses. Not going would be—”
Shannon stopped him. “I get it. You don’t have to explain. But are you sure you want to bring me? People will talk.”
“I absolutely want you to go so people do talk.”
“Great comeback,” Gary said from where he stood several feet away.
Victor looked up, smiled at the agent.
“Sorry. Eavesdropping. It’s a weakness.”
“Say you’ll go,” Victor said. “Get dressed up for me.”
His words reminded her of the conversation they’d had earlier in the week. “What time?”
Once they’d ironed out the plan, Gary drew their attention back to the room.
Victor walked around the space, asking questions and pointing out options. “You could drywall over the brick, but that might feel too modern. Or how about one of those plaster jobs with texture and color, maybe even leave some of the brick exposed like you’d see in Italy on a three-hundred-year-old building.”
Shannon stared up at the wall in question and the shape of it started to come into focus. “That’s a really good idea.”
“Brilliant,” Gary added.
She nodded several times. “What about the bedroom space upstairs?”
“You said you didn’t like modern.”
“Not particularly.”
“Then gut the bathroom. Start over with it. I’d suggest you wait to sell your house until after, if you can swing it. Give you time to make this exactly the way you want it.”
Gary pointed to Victor. “I like this guy.”
Shannon rolled her eyes. “I’m not sure if I could live here.”
Victor turned in a circle. “Who said you had to? You said you needed a change. Is this a big enough change, or are you wanting more?”
“I want something that is all me.” Not a byproduct of her marriage to Paul, or something she fulfilled because society, or in Shannon’s case, her parents, asked it of her.
Victor lifted both hands. “If this isn’t it, we keep looking.”
“We?” She picked out one word.
“You keep looking, and I keep offering my opinion and support,” he clarified.
“What do you think about this place?”
He regarded her for a second and then turned to Gary. “Can you excuse us for a few minutes?”
“Of course. I’ll meet you outside when you’re done.”
Once they were alone, Victor turned to Shannon and placed both hands on her hips. “What’s stopping you?”
“I’m just not sure—” The thought of change was exciting and new, but the reality of it made her skin itch with uncertainty.
“You said open space, this can open up. You wanted an ocean view. I’m not sure they get a whole lot better.”
“It is a pretty great view.”
“But?”
She dug deeper and tried to find the reason she was hesitating. “It’s the perfect place for a single person.” Which she was, but didn’t really want to be.
Understanding filled Victor’s eyes. “But not a family.”
She sighed, lowered her chin.
He brought it back up with two fingers. “Are you pregnant?” he asked.
“No,” she denied instantly. “We haven’t . . . I haven’t—”
“Is owning this going to stop you from getting pregnant?”