Fake Friends - Saxon James Page 0,59

skin.

I pull him tighter against me and slide my hand down the back of his briefs, running my middle finger down the crease of his ass.

Circus pulls back and looks down at me. “Would you …”

“Would I …?”

“Fuck me?”

My face gets so hot I can’t concentrate. The thought of sliding into his body, owning it, making him come while he rides me … “Yes. Yes, yes. So much yes.”

“Really?” The way his face lights up surprises me.

The thing is there are still doubts there. Some worries that I’ll never be enough. That I’ll get home and chicken out and force myself through dating women again.

But then I look at him.

His bedroom eyes and the sharp line of his jaw. His septum piercing and his long eyebrows and the way his dark hair gets that wave at the front.

Nothing and no one will ever compare to him. I drag my lips softly against his. “Really.”

Circus kicks out of his underwear, then scrambles out of the car and jogs to the driver’s side door. He’s back in a minute with a wide smile and two little packets between his fingers.

“Smart man,” I say.

“The smartest.”

He climbs back into the car, and I sit up a little so I’m propped against the back seats. As soon as he’s close enough, my hands find his waist and I steer him to straddle my lap.

We kiss while he grinds against me, my hands exploring every part of him I can reach. I trail a hand back down to his ass, and Circus pulls away to grab one of the packets.

“Here.”

He grabs my hand and pours a little of the lube onto my fingers, then does the same with his own.

“Follow the leader.” He grins wickedly, then reaches around, and I hurry to follow suit. And when I feel what his hand is doing, my cock gives a massive throb.

I cup his hand and groan as one of his fingers pushes inside his hole.

“Fuck. You’re fingering yourself.”

“Mmhmm … help me.”

Porn has taught me the basics of what’s expected, but I have no clue what to do now I’m confronted with the reality of it.

Circus slides out a bit, and I link my fingers through his, leaving one out to rest alongside the one he’s riding. And when he starts to push both fingers back inside himself …

The pressure is insane.

He works himself up to three fingers, stretching himself out, and then he starts to rub something.

“Feel that?” he asks, face cloudy with lust.

“Yeah. Is that your prostate?”

“Sure is.” He tilts my head back with his free hand and forces his tongue deep into my mouth. We kiss until I’m close to running out of air, and then he backs up, removing our digits from his ass.

I grab the condom, tear open the packet, and hurry to roll it down my aching dick. Circus covers it with the leftover lube, and I moan as his hand strokes me.

I catch his hips before he can move.

“I’ve … I’ve never had sex before that I enjoyed. If I’m weird after …”

He lightly ghosts his lips over mine. “I’ll be here.”

I let out a shuddery breath as Circus positions himself over me. “You ready?”

“Very.” I wrap my arms around his back and ease him down.

Circus holds my cock steady, and the first moment I breach his hole is insane. I’ve never felt anything so tight and hot.

My mouth immediately seeks out his as he slides farther down.

And everything, everything has been building to this moment.

From the first glance of him in the halls, to meeting for lunches, then catching up after school. From the way I’d stare at the back of his head in church, just waiting for that moment he’d turn around so we could lock eyes.

Sneaking into his prom. Our first kiss. The years between where I’ve been dying to get back to him.

It’s not just the pressure around my cock that’s building to insane levels, but the one around my heart too.

His ass hits my hips, and then he sits there for a moment, both of us panting into each other’s mouths. It’s perfection.

It’s too much.

He starts to move, and I swear my eyes roll back in my head. This. This is everything I’ve been missing.

I slide my hands down to grip his ass and increase the pace, but it’s not enough. I need more control. More access.

Wrapping my arms around him, I flip Circus onto his back and slide into his waiting hole. It’s just as amazing