Empire High Betrayal (Empire High #3) - Ivy Smoak Page 0,10
for. Probably not since the last time I was sick when my mom was still healthy. She used to let me rest my head on her lap as she combed her fingers through my hair. I was glad we were in the shower so that my tears mixed with the water. She used to sing to me. And I could barely remember what her voice sounded like. How could I forget her voice? How could my mind be missing such an important piece of information? It was like she was drifting farther away every day.
“All clean,” James said. “Unless you want me to get your upper half.” He raised his eyebrow again.
I laughed. “I think I can handle that.” I took the soap back and dropped my head to make sure he couldn’t see me crying. For some reason my arms were tired too. The soap felt like a brick in my hands. “Who was number three on my dad’s speed dial?”
“Some doctor. You said you didn’t want to go to the hospital. So I think he’s having the hospital come to you.”
That was sweet of him. And I was already emotional, so it just made me cry harder.
James tapped the bottom of my chin so I’d look up at him. “Come here.”
“Come where?”
He patted his lap and then opened up his arms. His shirt was soaking wet, clinging to the muscles in his chest and arms. “Let’s be miserable together.”
Misery did love company. But instead of crawling onto his lap, which it seemed like he wanted, I rested my head against his shoulder. He pulled me closer. And we sat like that until the water ran cold. Him just holding me.
***
I pulled on the pair of pajama bottoms and a tank top that my dad must have left for me. They fit me perfectly. The pajamas were fuzzy and warm and comforting. There were cute little squirrels on them. My mom had loved squirrels. We used to name the ones in our yard. Had she always loved them? Did my dad know that about her too? Was that why he brought me these?
A knock at the door made me jump. “Yes?” I knew I was safe here, but I still pictured Isabella on the other side of the door with a gun.
My dad opened the door. He smiled at my pajamas. “I’m glad they fit. Is there anything else you need?”
I wrapped my arms around myself. I wasn’t sure what would make me feel better. But I had a million questions. Was Kennedy okay? Was James still here? Where the hell was Miller?
But before I said anything, Dr. Wilson appeared at the door.
“Dr. Wilson’s here to check out your injuries,” my dad said. “Do you mind if he comes in?”
I shook my head.
“You should be sitting down,” Dr. Wilson said as he walked into the room. “I heard you had quite the night.”
You could say that. I sat down on the edge of my bed. For some reason, I felt uneasy around him. The last time I’d seen him, I’d been terrified. But my dad came into the room too and sat down on the bed next to me. Him being here too was reassuring.
“The bottom of her feet are cut up pretty badly,” my dad said. “There’s another cut on the back of her ankle and her knees were badly scratched. Is she going to be alright?”
“Let’s take a look.” Dr. Wilson pulled some things out of his bag.
“And James mentioned that she was having a panic attack. He said she couldn’t catch her breath. Is that common for someone her age?”
Normally, I would have been horrified by someone talking about my health. But I was exhausted. And something about the way my dad did it made me feel cared for. He knew I was still shaken. I needed him here.
Dr. Wilson put his stethoscope against my chest. “Take a deep breath for me, Brooklyn.”
I followed his instructions.
“And another.”
I took another deep breath, glad that my lungs seemed to be working again.
“Do you have panic attacks often?” Dr. Wilson asked.
I shook my head. Not until today. I was pretty sure I’d had one while I was dancing with Rob, when I was worried Isabella might be planning on killing me. And then again in the lobby when I was worried about Kennedy. I guess Isabella had a way of making me freak out. “No. Just today.”
Dr. Wilson nodded. “Have you been under a lot of stress recently?”