move faster, am stronger, and heal rapidly. And I’m not an organ donor for obvious reasons.”
I stopped and waited. She wasn’t saying anything or reacting to what I said.
Behind her, Aden softly called her name, a signal to end our conversation, but I didn’t want to leave yet.
“It’s supposed to rain today,” I said quietly. “I pulled a few more games from the basement if you want me to bring them up.”
She shook her head. Knowing I needed to give her some space, I left. It wasn’t easy, though.
Jim was out in the hall.
“Do you trust me?” he asked.
I did. With my life. So I nodded.
“Go work in the garage for a while.” He patted my shoulder before going into the apartment across the hall.
Frustrated, I rubbed my forehead and jogged down the steps.
Winifred was there with the promised cookies.
“You’re letting him talk to her?” she asked, holding up the plate.
I took two and ate each in a single bite.
“I doubt he can make it worse,” I said after I swallowed.
Winifred made a non-committal noise, and I headed out the door into the light rain. A sound from the balcony drew my attention. Jim was standing on the third floor’s covered porch. He saluted me and turned to listen to whatever discussion was happening in Michelle’s apartment. I could faintly hear Aden’s voice but couldn’t make out the words with the closed windows and distance.
Within the depths of the garage, I paced. Nothing felt right. I wanted to howl in frustration at how things had turned out. But really, what had I expected? Open arms? Shouts of joy? A knee to the nuts should have been on the top of the list, along with outright rejection.
Jim moved away from her door, turning the corner just as Michelle stepped out onto the porch. She leaned against the railing and eyed the vehicles. It didn’t take a mental link to know what she was considering. She was thinking of running. I stopped pacing and misery gripped me. She couldn’t. Not yet. I needed a chance.
Jim stepped around the porch, walking toward her.
“I wouldn’t have told you,” I heard him say.
She whirled to face him.
“I would have waited for the fear in your eyes to leave. I would have given you a chance to know me better.” He leaned on the rail beside her and looked at me. “But not telling you felt like a lie to Emmitt. And he couldn’t stand lying to you.”
She looked at both ends of the porch. Did she think I was hiding around a corner, too? Was she that afraid of me? And why only me?
“Why isn’t she kicking you in the nuts?” I said softly.
“It’s just me,” he said, glancing at her. Then he nodded toward me. “He’s in there.” He waited a few seconds before speaking again. “So, are you going to stay?”
“Why should I?” she asked.
“Because I can’t live without you,” I said even though she couldn’t hear me.
Jim ignored me.
“Because whoever you’re running from is still out there. Here, you’re safe, whether you believe it now or not. Because we care about you...he cares about you.”
She didn’t say anything in response to that.
Jim straightened and looked at her, keeping his serious expression.
“Can I have some cereal, too?” he asked.
I shook my head as, from within the apartment, Aden shouted his approval.
“Go ahead,” she said.
She stayed on the porch for several minutes, staring down at the garage. I knew she couldn’t see me. But was she thinking about what Jim said? About me? I hoped so. And, I hoped Jim’s talk had helped her understand this was where she was meant to be.
She turned away and went back inside, leaving the door partially open so I could hear every giggle as Jim played with the boys throughout the morning.
Frustration and boredom drew me inside to the apartment across the hall where I listened to Jim play with the cubs, while wishing it was me in there. I worked for several hours before I couldn’t stand it anymore and went to the hallway.
“What exactly is your plan?” I said, knowing Jim would hear me even though Michelle’s door was closed.
From inside, the playing quieted.
“I better get going,” Jim said, eliciting disappointed sounds from the boys. “Yeah, I know. Sorry guys. But I think Emmitt needs my help.”
I shook my head and started walking downstairs. It didn’t take long for him to join me in his apartment.