Defy Me - Tahereh Mafi Page 0,64
time?” I say, frowning at Kenji. “Just before he and Nazeera showed up you were going on and on about how wonderful he is, and n—”
Kenji swears, suddenly, under his breath. “Jesus, J.” He shoots me a dark look. “What did I say to you about repeating that conversation out loud?”
Aaron sits up, the frustration in his eyes slowly giving way to surprise. “You think I’m wonderful?” he says, one hand pressed against his chest in mock affection. “That’s so sweet.”
“I never said you were wonderful.”
Aaron tilts his head. “Then what, exactly, did you say?”
Kenji turns away. Says nothing.
I’m grinning at Kenji’s back when I say, “He said you looked good in everything and that you were good at everything.”
Aaron’s smile deepens.
Aaron almost never smiles widely enough for me to see his dimples, but when he does, they transform his face. His eyes light up. His cheeks go pink with feeling. He looks suddenly sweet. Adorable.
It takes my breath away.
But he’s not looking at me, he’s looking at Kenji, his eyes full of laughter when he says, “Please tell me she’s not serious.”
Kenji flips us both off.
Aaron laughs. And then, leaning in—
“You really think I look good in everything?”
“Shut up, asshole.”
Aaron laughs again.
“Stop having fun without me,” Nazeera shouts from the cockpit. “No more making jokes until I put this thing on cruise control.”
I stiffen. “Do planes have cruise control?”
“Um”—Kenji scratches his head—“I don’t actually know?”
But then Nazeera saunters over to us, tall and beautiful and unbothered. She’s not covering her hair today, which I suppose makes sense, considering it’s generally illegal, but I feel a faint panic spread through my body when I realize she’s in no hurry to return to the cockpit.
“Wait— No one is flying the plane,” I say. “Shouldn’t someone be flying the plane?”
She waves me down. “It’s fine. These things are practically automatic now, anyway. I don’t have to do more than input coordinates and make sure everything is operating smoothly.”
“But—”
“Everything is fine,” she says, shooting me a sharp look. “We’re fine. But someone needs to tell me what’s going on.”
“Are you sure we’re fine?” I ask once more, quietly.
She levels me with a dark look.
I sigh. “Well, in that case,” I say. “You should know that Kenji was just admiring Aaron’s sense of style.”
Nazeera turns to Kenji. Raises a single eyebrow.
Kenji shakes his head, visibly irritated. “I wasn’t— Dammit, J, you have no loyalty.”
“I have plenty of loyalty,” I say, slightly wounded. “But when you guys fight like this it stresses me out. I just want Aaron to know that, secretly, you care about him. I love you both and I want the two of you to be frien—”
“Wait”—Aaron frowns—“What do you mean you love us both?”
I glance between him and Kenji, surprised. “I mean I care about both of you. I love you both.”
“Right,” Aaron says, hesitating, “but you don’t actually love us both. That’s just a figure of speech, isn’t it?”
It’s my turn to frown. “Kenji is my best friend,” I say. “I love him like a brother.”
“But—”
“I love you, too, princess,” Kenji says, a little too loudly. “And I appreciate you saying that.”
Aaron mutters something under his breath that sounds suspiciously like, “Unwashed idiot.”
“What did you just say to me?” Kenji’s eyes widen. “I’ll have you know I wash all the time—”
Nazeera places a calming hand on Kenji’s arm, and he startles at her touch. He looks up at her, blinking.
“We have another five hours ahead of us on this flight,” she says, and her voice is firm but kind. “So I recommend we put this conversation to bed. I think it’s clear to everyone that you and Warner secretly enjoy each other’s friendship, and it’s not doing anyone any good to pretend otherwise.”
Kenji blanches.
“Does that sound like a reasonable plan?” She looks around at all of us. “Can we all agree that we’re on the same team?”
“Yes,” I say enthusiastically. “I do. I agree.”
Aaron says, “Fine.”
“Great,” Nazeera says. “Kenji, you okay?”
He nods and mumbles something under his breath.
“Perfect. Now here’s the plan,” she says briskly. “We’re going to eat and then take turns trying to get some sleep. We’ll have a ton of things to deal with when land, and it’s best if we hit the ground running when we do.” She tosses a few vacuum-sealed bags at each of us. “That’s your lunch. There are water bottles in the fridge up front. Kenji and I will take the first shift—”
“No way,” Kenji says, crossing his arms. “You’ve been up